Me, myself and I

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so yeah I know that I'm not the only one who feel what I'm feeling

so the second thing that hurt me is that I loss my aunt my dad's bestfried/cousin she's really nice she died due to stage 4 breast cancer even do we didn't see each other always I know that we're connected but in different way

the last time I see her when I visited there house because it's my cousin birthday and when I see her I feel so weird cause I'm not use to see her bald but she's still beautiful

when we knew that she's gone that's the first time I see my uncle cry in front of us first time I see my dad cry like all day we cry so hard even do crying won't change anything It's just that I feel like 2020 is the worst year to all of us like I loss so many loveones.