Me, myself and I

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so third maybe this book only has 5 chapter's because I'll just leave what I'm feeling here so plss I just want to get rid of this heavy feeling I have hope you readers would understand and make this remind you that plenty of us are having plenty of problems

so third this one really really hurt me because my greatgradma if that's what it calls hihihi died maybe its because she's really old for you to know she's 92 yrs old well I really love her because she believe in god that she build her own chapel in our apartment.
I remember when I was a child I'm always there when they're having a mass all then kids come out when we heard the music that means there throwing away some candy I really miss that time because she always bring me with her whenever she go I'm her personal assistant me and my mom that why when she died I can't hold back my tears that I don't care if my family think I'm overreacting I loved my lola since I was a baby that I even learn bisaya to understand her that when she die I can't control myself that even I'm studying my classmate see me crying online class because my tears won't stop falling that even now I look stupid cause whenever I'm alone I'm talk to myself and thinking that my lola hear me and help me solve my problems but for you to know everytime I do that I always feel chills go down my spine like I feel like my lola's comforting me. I really really miss her when she's alive we always visit her in nursing home And when me and her alone I always cry because I always remember the time that we always go to mall and buy whatever she wants and treat me and my mom everything we want to eat I just really miss and hope that I can still see her.