Poems/letters

Who am I? '

Who am I? I'm normal that girl sterilized as that shy quiet girl nobody really knows. But there is more to me then that. I have felt joy and love. I have also felt pain and suffering. I have very strong morals and a crazy personality very few get to see. I consider myself loving,loyal and caring but it's up to you to make that judgement. Some hate me,some love me. I am not perfect,very far from it. I have been hurt but i have also hurt others. I have lost my cool,been a fake friend. I do regret it,I do have guilt. Being forced to try break up a friendship by keeping my distance instead of telling them directly feels quite unloyal. The unloyal has reach guilt and guilt has reached the tears of pillows. I so don't want to do this. But I don't really have a choice. Why. I don't understand why I have to do this. Please try make me. I'm begging you