Casts
Female/male lead- not specified, up to your imagination
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Genre
Agnst, LGBT+(bxb)
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It is based on my imagination and it doesn't contain any sensitive topics, just agnst. If you don't like agnst you can skip this story ^^
also if you don't like reading bxb story then you can skip it because it is actually based on that
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Description:-
"I know I am not the one for you but I am still happy as long as I am your second choice"
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His POV:
Your eyes sparkled with hopes every time he walked towards you, every time you held his hands your soul would bore happiness. Every time his eyes met yours would blush crazily.
You felt loved every time you were with him, you truly loved him.
While I'd wait for hours for your replies. I'd smile to myself with your silly replies, it made me smile like a lunatic.
It pained me every time someone threw tantrum at you for who you are and what you love. They'd call you useless names just because you are dating a boy being a boy yourself.
"There is nothing wrong with you, everything is wrong with those homophobes." I'd tell this to you every time I saw your red puffy eyes filled with tears, I hated seeing you flowing tears from your eyes, I'd keep telling you that it is not your fault but you wouldn't stop crying the whole night.
The next day I'd see you holding the brightest smile, you'd smile shines brighter than the sun. It made me happy seeing you smile even though I knew it wasn't for the words I said. It was because of him, I knew how much one word of his can make you smile like crazy, I knew how much it calmed you down every time his soft touches is felt against your skin.
I was never sad nor angry nor disappointed seeing you smile with him. I know we were never meant to be. I know we were never supposed to be together. You never knew how much importance you held in my life. I never let my feelings. They say that it is worth giving a try but I never wanted to make you feel unsafe with me. I didn't want to pressure you with my feelings.
I sat across my bed it was nearly ten hours since I last texted you, you still didn't reply, only left it as read. I was smiling seeing that you read it. I knew you were busy cuddling with him and you took your time to reply made me think that you care for me.
I held my phone against my chest thinking about you, maybe you are smiling with him. Thinking about it made me happy, at least you were happy.
My phone buzzed, a soft smile placed on my lips. Maybe I looked like a lunatic, but no one was around staring at me, how would someone else know?
My heart said it was you, I didn't have anyone else to text except for you. I opened the message and read it.
"I am at his place we were cuddling the entire time. I am so happy to have him" I mumbled, a feeling of happiness grew inside me once again. Your smile is my world. I can't stand seeing your tears. I was happy for you. I was happy that unlike me you had someone to stare at you the entire time and wipe your tears every time it rolled down your eyes.
Maybe you'd never notice me unless he is not there but it is completely fine.
I know I'd forever be that second choice of yours
But it'd never matter to me...I'm still a choice of yours, I am still a part of your life that is more than enough to hold on with my life.
To me, Love means to let go and watch your loved ones being happy even if it is to sacrifice your own....
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Explanation:
This is a story written from a boy's POV who fell in love with another Boy. The boy he fell for already loves another guy, and the first guy is a second option, but he was happy even though he was just a second choice as long as he is a choice and his loved one is happy.
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Author: How was it? Did ya all like it?
