I'm Nathan Sykes?!

Part ten- I love you.

Nathan Pov-

It was now the 24th of December. 

I hadn't seen Kiara since the argument we had, and she was back in Gloucester with my family, pretending to be me. Whilst I remained in London with her family, pretending to be her.

As I saw Olivia, the more I got to know about Kiara. It never came across when I with her, but Olivia told me it all. Kiara was very self conscious as she compared herself to everyone else. As in she looked at someone and then herself and then basically wondered why she wasn't 'pretty' or 'skinny'. 

But after being in her body for almost three weeks now, I know what her body is like, and I know that it is perfect. Her appearance, her personality, her voice, her everything. She is perfect. I don't know why she ever wished to be someone else because she's beautiful just the way she is, she doesn't need all the attention I get, she just needs someone to give it to her.

And I wanted to be that someone. 

I know we had an argument and now I had to see her, I hadn't in almost two weeks! What I realised about girls is that they are always right, so Kiara was obviously going to win the argument anyway...

''Kiara, will you get the door? I'm just cooking the dinner!'' Kiara's mum called from the kitchen. ''Okay!'' I answered, trudging down the stairs, ready to greet more family members. 

Nobody told me about this Christmas Eve dinner!

I put on my best smile to greet the guest with, hoping they'd just walk past me. But my eyes widened as I opened the door and was greeted by my familiar face.

''Kiara?'' I gasped, her smiling shyly. ''Hey Nathan.'' She whispered and I stood to the side to let her in. ''Look, I'm really sorry.'' I started. ''So am I!'' She cried, throwing herself into my arms. I smiled and rubbed her back for comfort, even though I was rubbing my own back really...

''I need to talk to you Nathan.'' She said as we broke apart and I nodded. 

''Nathan! How come you're here?'' Kiara's mum gasped as she walked into the hall way. ''I erm, I came to surprise Kiara on Christmas Eve.'' Kiara smiled within my body and I mentally laughed, knowing how cute she was trying to be. ''Isn't that sweet? Oh well you two go upstairs and I'll call you down later for your tea!'' She smiled before walking.

Once upstairs, we both sat on Kiara's bed and talked. It was mainly about random stuff but soon turned serious.

''Look Nathan. After being you for about three weeks or whatever, I know what it can be like. You get mugged, stalked, watched, and you don't really have any privacy. Literally, I went to the cinema with your sister and then it was in a magazine that I had watched titanic on my own, so yeah you look a bit gay, sorry about that one..'' She trailed off my voice and I chuckled.

''Anyway! I know how hectic your life is but what all this has made me realise is that we shouldn't take who we are for granted. I mean, you have some bad things, yeah. But there's so many good things about being you to cancel that out! You get to live your dream and do what you do best every day!'' I saw the smile on Kiara's face as she spoke and it pretty much mirrored mine! 

''What I'm trying to say is that I miss who I was. I miss being me. I used to hate who I was, I used to hate having no self confidence and being so un-noticed but after this, I love it. I looked at you and see what other people see of me and it's not too bad! I look at myself and I'm grateful that I am not popular because I'd rather not be in the spotlight.'' She explained further and then I decided to step in.

''I know what you mean Kiara. Olivia told me all about you hatting yourself and I genuinly think you're beautiful, inside and out. Being you made me realise that I should be grateful too, that I should love who I am because not many teenagers get to do what I do everyday, and I appreciate it. And only now have I realised this. But now, I just want to be me again, I want to live my life knowing how happy I am in my own body.'' I grinned.

Kiara didn't answer, instead her lips met mine. 

''I love you.'' She whispered and I saw the panic on her face of 'why did I just say that?' But I smiled, reassuring her. ''I love you too.'' I replied, kissing her lips again. 

''Now! Tell me who your family are!'' I panicked. ''It looks strange that I don't even know who my own family members are!'' I winked and she laughed. ''Right, so the old lady is my grandma Nancy, yeah she's a bit deaf....

''And the woman cooking everything, my mum. Ashley is my sister, the little teenage person.'' I rolled my eyes, wow she was so funny! ''Alright! My grandad and Nana are the two other people, their names are Brenda and Jack but you don't call them by their real names. It's just Nana and granddad! And that's it.'' She shrugged and I nodded, taking in all the information. 

''Kiara, you're back?!'' Ashley screeched, entering the room and throwing herself on Kiara, Kiara being seriously confused. ''I forgot to mention, I kinda told Ashley everything cause she was about to tell me about her period and I did not wanna know!'' I exclaimed, causing both Ashely and Kiara to laugh. 

''Which you'll also be happy to know, I finished mine in one piece!'' I smiled proudly. 

''Finished what?'' Kiara's mum asked, also entering the room. 

''My period!'' I answered, and then realising who I was talking to. 

''Oh right, and why were you talking about your period with the guy you're dating?'' Kiara's mum raised her eyebrows and I could feel my cheeks burning up. ''I don't mind, honestly, I have a sister!'' Kiara saved me by stepping in. And then her mum walked out with a weird look on her face before calling ''dinner's ready!''

*I'm so sorry this part is so boring, rubbish and weird but yeah.

I'm sorry it's short too!

Buuuuut, the next part will be a lot better as I know what I'm doing and I'm sure you will all like it, maybe, well you will, maybe..;)

So yeah!

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