Sight of You

Sight of You - Chapter 5

Authors Note: First of all, thank you for reading this. I love you. And secondly, I just want to tell you that I do not hate Eleanor nor do I dislike her. In fact, she's a huge rolemodel for me. So it's what Samantha feels about her, not me. Thirdly, please vote, comment and fan me if you like what I'm writing. It helps me a lot. And you more you vote, the faster I'll update. 

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Chapter 5

“Oh, do you know each other? So stupid of me of course you do,” she says. “I'm Eleanor.”

“Samantha, or you could just call me Sam,” I say.

“How do you two know each other?” she asks politely. I just want to strangle her right here and now. How can she be so politely? How? And how can she be with a boy that cheated on his ex girlfriend? The girlfriend that stands right in front of her.

“We were best friends back in the times,” Louis says without even looking at me. Good. I couldn't handle myself if he did. Those blue eyes I'm still thinking of when I'm going to sleep. “Right, Sam?”

“Uhm, yeah, yeah we were,” I say confused. I don't know how to react. I haven't spoke with him since that cold night in October 2009. “We used to go to school together.”

“So, Louis, why haven't you introduced me to Sam before if you two used to be best friends?” Eleanor asks Louis looking seriously at him. This is fun. I don't know why, but it is. And what is he going to answer now? Not that I think he'll ever tell her the truth. He's a coward and will always be.

“This is the first time we talk with each other in years. And we aren't really friends any more,” Louis says.

“Maybe I should go now, it was pleasant to meet you, Eleanor. I hope the two of you will get a long and happily relationship,” I tell them with a smile. A fake one, of course. Like I would ever smile at either of them. I don't even know Eleanor and that little accent of hers? Ha! Pft, and Louis? Hell no I'd smile at him. He doesn't deserve a smile from me. “Good bye, Louis.”

“Bye, Sam,” he says.

I start to look for Julie. I wanna go home and that's right now. I don't want to stay here any more when he's here. Anywhere else but here and I'm all good. I finally find Julie sitting in the sofa with Dan and I ask her if she could come with me as I really, really need to talk to her. She understands that something is wrong so she literally jumps out of the sofa straight away and comes along with me. Like she even had a choice. If she would've said no I'd grab her arm and drag her with me. I'm in that much of need of her.

We head upstairs to Dan's room to talk. While in there we sit down on his bed and I start to tell her about what happened earlier. She looks at me with her big, green eyes the whole time I'm telling her about what happened between Louis, Eleanor and me earlier. I still can't believe I talked with him. Even if it was just for a few words, I talked with him. After three years. I was still only one metre away from him and we said a few words to each other. That's huge. Well it's huge in a Samantha way anyway.

And seeing him with his girlfriend was hard, not that hard but still much more hard than I ever thought it'd be. I feel sorry for her actually, what if he will cheat on her too? I don't know if he would though. Maybe he has learnt something from his mistakes. But who knows? And the fact that I thought the things I thought about her start to feel bad. I'm not that kind of person, so I've no clue what happened to me there. I want to tell her I'm sorry but she won't understand a thing so it's not necessary. Let just leave it here I guess.

Out of nowhere someone knocks on the door and Julie tell the person to come in even though I tell her not to. I want to be alone with her, hasn't she understood that yet? And who isn't it if not Louis? Oh, of course it's him. The irony is just crazy. This day is like a whole High School-film from America. Everything happens on the same shitty day. This is for sure not my day at all. I want to go back to Brighton straight away. I miss Philip and his comforting hugs.