Alex ameila and summer went to bed me and charli we're still laying in bed emily still wasn't back she isn't answering my text or my calls I'm worried but all she does is leave me on read "bub you ok" charli says "yea why" charli holds my hand "your crying" I didn't feel them going down my cheeks "I know , she left me didn't she" charli looks down "yea" charli said I started to cry even more "why" charli shrugs she hugs me "don't cry" "why , everything was fine , why'd she leave, I love her so much" she hugs me tighter "I know chase I know" I shake my head as I cry more into her chest "I was just trying my best to be a good dad and husband, she left me for what" charli rubs my head "I don't know chase , your a great father" I sniffel "dad?" I hear at that door I lift me head up to see kensi "dad are you ok" "yea sweetie, what's up" "I came in here to say goodnight, where's mom" I put my head back in charli chest and cry even more I wanted to answer here I couldn't I felt weak I felt like I couldn't do anything "kens your dad doesn't feel good, how about you just go to sleep ok" Charli says "ok , goodnight dad , I love you" "I love you to sweet heart" I say out of tears I hear the door shut "I'm sorry I feel so weak without her" charli rubs my back "chase it ok I promise you" I let out a few more sobs and fall asleep
*in the morning*
The next morning I wake up the next morning I was snuggled into charlis chest but she wasn't up it was 4 am I got out of bed and went into the bathroom and cleaned myself up I looked a mess I went downstairs to get a drink I got some water I felt a tap on my shoulder I jumped a little and turned around it was kensi "oh sorry did I scare you" "yea just a little, but you should be in bed missy" "I know but I i was worried about you and mom" I gulped my water "she left didn't she dad" I looked down "yea, I'm sorry I couldn't stop her" kensi hugs me I hug back "it's ok dad, are you ok" "I'll be fine I promise, but you gotta take care of your sister for a little bit I'm not leaving your dad is just going through stuff ok" "ok dad" i hug her tighter "alright dad your suffocating me" I let go of the hug "alright get up to bed it's late" "alright goodnight dad I love you" "goodnight baby I love you to" she runs up the stairs and goes to her room I sigh "your trying as hard as you can chase we all no that" a voice comes from the stairs "charli don't fucking scare me like that " she giggles and runs down the stairs to me "chase we all know how hard your trying to be a good dad and a husband at the same time" I sigh "I know she just had to leave didn't she , I don't know what I did wrong charli really I don't know" she rubs my back "you can get someone, someone better" "I don't want someone better I her just her only her" charli hugs me I hug back "it'll be ok , I think she's at nicks maybe you could go there tomorrow at beat nicks ass" I chuckle a little "why wait" I joke "alright chase I'm going to bed now goodnight, I know I don't tell you this that much anymore but I love you" "I love you to charli" me and charli both now it's in a friend way now she runs upstairs I don't know what but I felt the need to text emily for some reason why'd she leave me I need to now that one thing
Chase
Ik you don't wanna talk to me rn but if I did something to hurt you to make you leave us I'm sorry I truly do love you emily but your probably ran away with nick by now but if your still here , come back please so we can fix things. You probably don't love me anymore but I love you so please text back please I love you so fucking much. I wish we could go back to when we were teens and in love I miss those times.
Emily🥵🥰✨
Wow , I'm at avanis rn I do love you don't think I don't I left because I heard you and kens talking I would think you wouldn't want to see me anymore so I went to avani bc that's the only place I had I love you so much but I think this is better for us rn😕
Chase
No it's not come back please I feel so weak without you here I broke down in charli's arms once she told me you left us I can't stop crying you made me feel bad about myself I was trying my best to be a good dad and husband that is hard
Emily🦋💕
Im sorry chase but I'm trying to be a good wife and mom to
Chase
your not sorry emily I'm the only one that takes care of the kids you just sit there and watch me yell at them all your worried about is about the baby were having rn Emily I love you you know that but at least try to help me with the kids it's hard enough as it is
Emily🦋💕
I'm sorry your are right I need to grow up and raise my kids and not just care about myself
Chase
Goodnight baby I'm hoping I'll see you tomorrow?
Emily🦋💕
Yes baby goodnight I love you
Chase
Goodnight love you
I set the phone down and crawl into bed and fall asleep
