I'm Sorry

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Y/n P.O.V

I layed in bed not wanting to leave my bed but mama mel is forcing me to get up and go out with Tyler and Chris, I was deep in my thoughts thinking about how Bryan and I use to be and I started to get all upset again...just a week ago Bryan broke up with me, for what, I still don't know, but it hurt and it's still hurting, I've cried myself to sleep this whole week, I've done nothing but cry and sleep, I barely eat, I don't talk to anyone, I just lay here, in my bed and cry. I had my thoughts interrupted by a knock on my bed room door, I quickly wiped away tears that fell "Come in" I said sitting up and looking to see Chris "You almost ready?" he asked and I shook my head and stood up, but I stood up to quickly and fell over, Chris caught me in time but by the time he did everything went black.

Chris P.O.V

I knocked on Y/n's door to see if she was ready but when I walked in she did not look ok, she was pale and look sick "You almost ready?" I asked her hoping to hear her say a yes but she shook her head no and stood up, but she fell and I caught her in time before she hit her head but she passed out "Shit shit shit fuck" I kept repeating "Come on Y/n wake up" I said trying to wake her up "MAMA MEL" I yelled desperately hoping she heard me and within seconds she was at the door "What happened" she asked coming to help me lift up Y/n and out her on her bed "I-I don't know, she stood up and then just fell and passes out, I caught her before she hit her head but she isn't looking well Mel, she looks sick" I said starting to get worried "Ok keep an eye on her I'm gonna call 9-1-1" she said rushing out the room to go find her phone "Hey why does-what the fuck happened" Dom said walking in "I think she fainted" I said not sure if I was correct or not "Shit I'm gonna go get Bryan" he said getting up "Wait Dom do you think that's a good idea I mean he is kinda the reason why Y/n's been so depressed lately" I said grabbing his arm before he left and he looked at me and sighed "He left her because he thought she deserved better than him, as much as he makes it out that he's doing great without her, he isn't" Dom said running off to Bryan's room. Shortly after that the ambulance came in and checked on her "She'll be alright, she just needs to drink some water constantly and eat, she fainted because her blood pressure was low and so was her sugar, nothing to serious were she needs to be hospitalized but if she doesn't eat or drink enough in the next 48 hours she will need to be, jeep a close eye in her and make sure that she gets some sun light too, it will do her good" the paramedic said and we all sighed a huge sigh of relief, everyone was in the room including Bryan and if I didn't know any better he looked like he was about to burst into tears "Thank you so much" Mel said walking the paramedic out "This is all my fucking fault, I hurt her and it made her go all depressed and distant and stop eating and taking care of herself, after years of trying to get better when she finally did I fucked it up, she could have died because I was so stupid to let my fucking thoughts get the best of me making me think I wasn't good enough for her" Bryan said breaking down right next to Y/n  I suddenly felt guilty even though I didn't do anything "Bryan, bro, that happens and sometimes it's good reasons sometimes its bad and in this case it was bad, but hey the good thing is she's gonna be ok, we will all take turns in making sure she eats and drinks enough and gets out, we will all help her get through this" Dom said and Bryan shook his head "I wish I didn't have to be so stuck up and fuck everything up, I fucking love her and I regretted breaking up with her the second I did it but my ego got the best of me and I fucked it up" he said and what he didn't realise was right when he started talking Y/n had woken up....

Y/n P.O.V

When I woke up all the boys were in my room including Bryan and he was...crying? Why was he crying "I wish I didn't have to be so stuck up and fuck everything up, I fucking love her and I regretted breaking up with her the second I did it but my ego got the best of me and I fucked it up" he said crying a bit harder, I moved my hand to his squeezing it as much as I good since I was so drained "Y/n?" he said looking up at me "Oh my God" he said almost jumping onto me and hugging me I smiled a bit and held onto him "Bryan did you mean what you said?" I asked looking him and he looked confused at first but then slowly realised that I had heard what he said "I've never been more serious about anything Y/n, I'm so sorry I did this to you, I hurt you so much it drove you back to that dark hole you had just gotten yourself out of, I'll never be able to forgive myself for it and i-" I cut him off with a kiss and he relaxed into the kiss and just held on me, I pulled away slowly "Bryan, I forgive you and I love you too" I said kissing him again but this time deepening the kiss as if it was our very last one, he smiled once we pulled away "Thanks for making us all fucking thrid wheel here" Tristan said sarcasticly and I laughed "I'm sorry" I said with a slight giggle "This might not be the best time but I can't wait any longer, Y/n, please will you be my girlfriend again, I'm sorry I ever hurt you, I thought you deserved better but then I realized I didn't want to see you with anyone else but me so I promise I will be better" he started rambling on again when I cut him off "Bryan first of all, you are the best there ever could be and second I would love to" I said and he smiled pulling me in for one last kiss "Now Missy" Tyler said with a Tristan, Chris and Dom behind him and mama mel at the door "You are going to be supervised for the next few days to make sure you eat right again and drink enough water and get some fucking sunlight so you don't have to blend in with these white ass walls" Tristan said with a laugh and I laughed "Ok guys, I ain't gonna fight cause I'm so tired and lazy to" I said and Bryan chuckled "What" I asked looking up at him "You're  still that lazy girl that I love" he said and I blushed.

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