A broken voice

Tsukishimas pov 🍵👀

We had just finished our practice match against nekoma and now we are cleaning up i need to talk to that shrimp hinata right now about his footwork he keeps getting in my way and I almost tripped over him during practice I started helping clean up (oh wow he was productive) shit the shrimp just had to leave before I could get to him he always goes somewhere after practice "Mo--out of the way--------ass and watch where-----going!" I could barely hear what was going on but someone was yelling I peeped into the hallway to see an angry man and hinata apologizing and running off I let out a small tsk I finished cleaning up and started heading towards where hinata went he was no where in site so I just started looking around where the hell is that shrimpy weird I heard someone singing I wonder who it is I'm going to check I'd hate to admit it but their singing is actually really good

"Am I broken? Am I flawed? Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I Just another fake, fucked up lost cause?"

I had just turned the corner and peeked threw the door and The person that was singing was HINATA?!?!?!?! I did not expect that the shrimp is terrible at everything I can't believe I admitted he was good at something

"And am I human? Or am I something else? 'Cause I'm so scared and there's no one there To save me from the nightmare that I call myself"

This song seems really sad I wonder if he means all of it

"I've tried everything and anything But nothing seems to work quite like it should Between the madness and the apathy Seems there's nothing left inside of me that's good"

Hinatas POV:
"'Cause I've been high and I've been low I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight And feelings come but they won't go Please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind"

I thought about my feelings with tsukishima but he's obviously in love with yamaguchi he always smiles at him and they are best friends and he just makes fun of me he's definitely in love with her

"Am I broken? Am I flawed? Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I Just another fake, fucked up lost cause?"

I couldn't take it anymore I had bursted out into silent tears I tried to stop but they wouldn't stop coming I felt hand come up from behind me engulfing me in a hug I didn't see who it was so I just leaned against their chest and started crying even more

Tsukishimas POV:
He stopped singing weird do you think he saw me oh no I got to go this seems personal... I start to walk away when I hear a silent thud I run back to the door thinking something happened and there he was in a ball crying I can't believe I'm gonna do this I hugged him and whispered in his ears "shhhh it's ok you're going to be just fine I'm here now shhhh shhhh shhhh calm down" he leaned against my chest and started mumbling something after a while I finally understood what he was saying "k-kageyama where's kageyama" he grabbed my arm and continued to ask me where he was I told him I'll go look for him he just nods

Kageyamas POV:
I wonder where hinata is at I look to the right and I see tsukishima running at me I yell "WHAT THE HELL MAN" he told me whats happening with hinata and that hinata wanted me so I started running as fast as I could right behind him I run in and all I see is hinata I walk up to him and just drop to my knees I wrap my arms around him and ask him what's wrong he responded with "n-n-nothing" idiot if nothing was wrong why would you be crying "yeah ok" I said I picked him up bridal style and he yelled eek and grabbed onto my neck he's so cute I love him so much I just wish he would love me back but he's probably straight and I don't have a chance with him either way I tell tsukishima thanks for getting me and he nods and walks away we get to his bedroom and I set him down I look straight into his eyes and say-
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Hehe I'm gonna leave this here for now my beautiful children
(745 words)