A mess

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Trent's Pov:

I hate myself for what I just said, but I had to. Of course I didn't want Bella to get an abortion, but  I need her to hate me. It will make it easier for both of us to get over each other. She can't know I still have feelings for her, because then she will find away for me to forgive her. And I can't. I can't forgive her or take her back. But its hard to let the love of your life go. I just have to distract myself from her. I have to focus on myself and football.

"Yoo its your time to play Trent" Jesse said. I had Jesse, Marcus, Dele and Ox over. I needed them to distract me from Bella.

"I'm coming" I said.

We played peacefully  for a few minuted, until Marcus decided to speak up.

"You alright Trent?" He asked.

"Yeah" I lied.

"Come on bro, we can see right through you" Dele said.

"You know you can talk to us" Ox said.

"Yeah, is it about Bella?" Jesse said.

"I invited you guys so you could distract me from her, not mention her. So lets keep playing" I said a bit mad.

"Bro, we can see you hurting and we think you should speak to her" Jesse said.

"Yeah and anyways I think Bella needs you right now. Did you see what they wrote about her in the newspaper?" Ox said.

"No, what did they write?" I asked confused.

"The basically exposed her. They wrote about her being pregnant with Jadon's child" Dele said. 

"WHAT?? HOW DO THEY EVEN KNOW THAT?" I asked confused

"The media finds out everything Trent. But what we are trying to say is imagine being in her shoes right now. She is pregnant without being in a stable relationship. She is a mess bro" Marcus said

They were right, but its hard to put all this back, I cant just forgive her. "Yeah, but it doesn't change what she did" I said.

"We know, we are just saying talk to her bro, she needs you" Jesse said.

"Okay I will" I said. 

Vanessa's Pov:

I was in London now, because I had to collect my stuff from Reiss house. I used my keys to open the house, but I was caught by a surprise. Reiss and another girl chilling in our living room, I mean Reiss's living room. I thought he still was in Liverpool? His games most be done or something. 

"Oh sorry, I'm just here to collect my stuff" I said embarrassed. But Reiss didn't say anything he just kept quiet. EHHHM rude!!!!!

When I was done packing all my stuff, I noticed the girl left so I took this as an opportunity to speak with Reiss. "Can we talk?" I asked

"What is there to talk about?" Reiss said annoyed

"Us baby" I said

"Vanessa there is no 'us' and there will never be again" he said

"Is it because you found someone new? huh" I said hurt

"We are not having this conversation" he said irritated

"Why? Why are ending things so quick, just give me another chance. I have never ever done anything wrong in our 4 years long relationship before, this was the first time. I slipped up" I tried to defend myself.

"You didn't just 'slip off' you broke my heart, you cheated on me, you betrayed me" Reiss said trying to hold back his tears.

"I want to fix things up Reiss, I need you and I love you" I said.

"And I love you too Vanessa and I always will... that's the problem, because I'm trying to keep myself away from you" he said.

"Is that why you had that girl over? So she could distract you from me?" I asked, but he didn't respond.

"Is that who you are now? Inviting different girls over at night huh? In a house that used to be ours????" I continued.

"Don't try to make me feel guilty. You were the one who cheated on me. So I have the right to invite who I want over!!!" he said.

"You are right... but please say you didn't do anything?" I asked. I know we are not together anymore, but Reiss was my first and only, and I was his first and only, since we met at a young age. I don't think I can live with myself knowing he slept with someone else then me, even if we are not togheter. 

"Vanessa I think you should leave and never comeback again" he said. 

"You actually slept with someone else... wow. I guess we really are done" I said and left. If Reiss really was going to forgive me one day he wouldn't have done that. I know him too well. 

I can't belive this. We are actually done, I lost the love of my life for good. 

Bella's Pov:

Jadon went back to Germany and Vanessa is in London, therefore I was alone in my apartment in Liverpool. Technically I'm not alone, because I had a baby inside of me lol. Anyways I was planing on visiting my dad for the weekend, because I thought he really desereved an explaninstion for this mess. 

Suddenly someone rang the door bell. Thats weird, who could it be??? I opened the door to see Trent standing. What is he doing here?????! 

"Can I come in?" he asked politely.

"Sure...." I responed.

He made himself comfortable on my sofa and said "I think we should talk"

"About what?" I asked confused.

"About us" he said.

"I thought you said there is no us as long as I keep this baby" I said disgusted.

Then Trent explained everything. How he wanted me to hate I'm so it could be easier for both of us to move one.

"wow" I said shocked.

"Yeah, pretty complicated" he laughed. 

"Do you still love me Trent?" I asked.

"Always have and always will" he said confident.

"Do you want to give us another shot?" I asked him.

Trent took a while to answer, but when he did he said "yes, but I want to take it slow"

"Then we will take it slow. Are prepared for them baby?" I asked.

"Yes, yes I am" he said confidently.

GOD I JUST GOT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE BACK!!!!!!!!

Arthurs note:

I'm the worst writer..... Ugh I'm so frustrated over how this book is going. Its so hard to keep writing. Anyways sorry that I took so long to publish this chapter.

Btw check out my book about Jadon :) And please help sharing my account and book 


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