Intern | Yoongi BTS FF

10

The next day, you didn't get any notes from the secret admirer. This is strange. And Jungkook is here at the office.

Few hours later, Jungkook approaches you to give you the lyrics. It's really quick, while you finish a whole song about cat and banana for 1 year, Jungkook can finish his song for 2 days. Not gonna lie to yourself, but you kinda feel like a stupid clown.

"So, what do you think?" Jungkook asks.

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(I use lyrics from Still with You - JK)
That faint voice of yours that grazed me
Please call my name one more time
I’m standing still under the frozen light, but
I will walk towards you, step by step
Still with you

A pitch dark room
I shouldn’t get used to it
But I’m used to it again
The low-pitched sound of the air conditioner
If I don’t have this, I might just fall apart

We laugh together, we cry together
These simple feelings were everything I had
When will it be?
If I see you again
I will look into your eyes
And say, "I missed you"
--

"This is- beautiful. It's amazing." You replied. You can't believe that someone like Jungkook has this feeling inside him. He must be missing someone from this song. It's really deep and personal.

"Hey, you sure about this? This seems personal,"
"It's okay, y/n. I asked Yoongi, and he said it's okay. In fact, it's good."
"Well, okay then. But what can I do to help you? I mean you already finished the lyrics."
"Hmm, maybe you can find the melody?"
"Sure, I can do that." You said to him. Jungkook returned to his desk.

You kinda want to ask him about Yoongi. It doesn't- it's unbelievable. How can Yoongi like you? How? He hates you, and you know that. You get up and approach Jungkook's desk.

"Kook, can you accompany me to buy some coffee? I'll treat you vanilla frappe?"
He nodded, "Sure."

You guys went to the coffee shop downstairs.
"I wanna talk to you about… Yoongi." You said after you guys seated. Jungkook smiling and sip his vanilla frappe.
"I mean, it's kinda obvious. But I don't know, he never said that he likes you,"

"Then why did you say that? I-I mean 2 days ago?" You asked him.
Jungkook had doubts to tell you about this, but in the end he realised that you decided to know. He bother your privacy anyway,
"Listen, I gotta tell you something. I actually… uhm…"
"What is it, Kook?"

"You remind me of my sister. She died when I was a kid. Well, my parents said that she died, but we never come to her grave. You remind me of her a lot." He sighed. "That's why, I didn't like you." So that's why he is strange to you. He didn't talk to you at all. And you think that he hates you.

"I miss my sister. A lot. And knowing that I… feel like… you're my sister is a complete disgrace for me. She's already dead, and here I am expecting that maybe you're my sister. This is fucking crazy, I know. But after a long while, I decided to let go." Jungkook explained.

"I wanna tell you that… one time, I came to your desk on Friday- maybe about 3 weeks ago- to check out your desk. I search for information about you. Anything, to let me know that if you're really my sister or not," he confessed.

'Yeah no shit, Kook. I knew that already.' you said to yourself. You don't want him to know that you know about him approaching your desk that day.

"But I swear, I don't come to your desk ever again after that day. I don't want you to suspect me as your secret admirer, because I am not." He explained. "Now this has something to do with Yoongi,"

"What?" You are shocked.

"No no, not about my sister. That friday, Yoongi saw me and I saw him. I remember that I waited for the elevator, but after the elevator door opened, there was Yoongi. He brings two americanos with him and a note. Like post its notes, the one you always got from the secret admirer." Jungkook said.

After you think about it, your secret admirer doesn't give you anything today.
"Where's Yoongi? Is he in his office?" You asked Jungkook. This is- omg-
"No, I guess not. I heard he has a meeting with another producer outside."
"Since morning?"
"Yup. Why?"
"My secret admirer… he doesn't give me anything today."

Your secret admirer… could it be… Yoongi?