Don't Ignore Her

Getting to know Keera more

Keera a woman at the age of 28 was now filling her basket as she did the sleeves of her jumper and the added pressure of the jacket sleeves caused discomfort.
"Well whos fault is that" she chided herself inside her head. She put the basket on the counter her sleeves riding up. The stores clerk meeting her eyes a split second but she ignored it pulling her sleeve down harshly. Higher up this time she thought, taking the bag she made the walk home but her head was down and she bumped into someone.
"Hey... "the voice changed to a more concerned one "are you ok?" he asked
"f.. fine Im fine" she rushed away embarrassed but stopped and turned back to look where he was. He was looking back too due to her rushing off. Keera blushed but turned back to start walking again, getting in late the bag was yanked from her hand. She shrugged it off and went into her room. Her post still neglected, but what got to her was her friend had posted a picture of themsleves and her mutual friends loved it. She wasnt jealous more she felt dont I exsist, She went to the bathroom and glanced at herself in the mirror. Long brown hair and dark brown eyes. Those same eyes where staring back into her own, her red lips where in a straight line. She glanced at her nose then down at her body, her head looked back up toward the shaver on the bath. If I broke off the plastic it.... she walked over and picked it up.
(I'm putting this here giving you a chance to skip to the next bit I really don't want to trigger or upset anyone. You can go to the next chapter knowing you wont miss much after the bad bit is typed up)

Pulling apart the plastic ,which blood started to drip from her fingers as the plastic cut in but she didnt care as she yanked it apart. The blade slipped free into the bath, the crushed and pulled apart plastic abanded as she carfully picked it up. She laughed nervously wondering why she was even being so careful, running the blade under the hot water she, She didn't even pull away as it scolded her skin. soon she turned the water off and going higher up slide the blade slowly lightly across her skin. This burning pain was much more painful especially when she applied pressure she let out a sound. grabbing a towel she wrapped it round her arm then wrapping the blade in a face cloth she went to her room and put it in the tub with a shaking hand she pulled the towel from her arm, blood running dow to her elbow.
"shit stop" she pleaded.
'Oh look you cant even get this right either' the voice sneered in head. Tears slipped from her eyes as she tried to get it to stop. She grabbed a band for her hair and put it abouve the cut.