Niall's Story

Chapter 13

“I could show you, or I could tell you…”

His words echoed in my head as he moved forward, kissing me gently once. I tilted my head naturally in reaction to capture his lips in another kiss. The kiss quickly heated up as he moved his lips onto mine. I slowly lay back against the bed as my curly haired boy crawled over top of me, our lips never losing connection. His hands were exploring under my shirt, his touches making me shiver more than ever. I had no clue what I was doing, but im guessing it wasn’t any different than snogging a girl right?

“You’re so sexy Naill,” He whispered against my lips as he slowly pulled away to look down at me. I could feel my cheeks going flush. I smiled small and reached up to push back a loose curl that was hanging over his beautiful green eyes. Wrong move.

Harry took the chance while my arm was up to bring my shirt up with it, and over my head, and his head had disappeared. I could feel soft, light kisses across my chest.

    “Don’t you know that you’re way sexier” I managed to mumble lowly out. I didn’t know what else to say? He was more than sexy. He was a fucking sex god. Just the thought of him and everything he does gets me hard. I quickly closed my eyes tightly as I hear Harry snicker, his stomach was pressed against my crotch. Fuck.

    Now look what you go yourself into. I was terrified. I’ve never done anything like this before. Okay, with a girl, -Once- and that was because she was begging for it!The kisses left my chest and came back up to my lips.

 “Niall?” His voice was soft now compared to the raspy one that he had before. I opened my eyes slowly, not knowing what was coming next. Harry’s eyes have gone sad, as he sat up. “Im so sorry,” He mumbled lightly looking down at me. One of his hands went up to his curls as he tugged onto them. I sat up with him, and wrapped my arms around his middle. I could tell by his reaction he was a bit surprised.

    “Don’t be sorry, im just.” I mumbled out as I hugged onto him more, fearing he would leave and run out of the room now. That or Liam will come in and make him leave, which was the last thing that I wanted. “I’ve never done anything like this”

    He wrapped his arms around me and laid his head to mine. “We don’t have to do anything at all ever if you don’t want too. I’m so sorry; I shouldn’t have just gone for you, again…” His voice was sad as he laid us down on our sides, so we’re facing each other. “Im sorry,”He whispered again.

I had to shut him up by kissing his gently. The kiss was short and sweet before I shook my head pulling away slowly. I didn’t want to talk, I felt like if I said even one word that I would ruin the moment. Instead I just stared into his eyes as they softened. Harry now pulled the blankest over us, and brought me under his arms. We laid there for a few hours, only talking every so often. He was perfect. We were perfect.

***

A few days have passed since our little almost has been incident. Harry and I have been getting more and more affectionate around the lads, even kissing in front of them. They didn’t seem too alarmed because Zayn and Louis were doing the exact same thing. I was starting to think that Louis was a bit bipolar because he would be my friend one moment, and then hate me the next, although he has gotten a lot better with that.

    Today was Louis’s birthday. Christmas Eve. He decided he was going to wait on his presents till tomorrow so he can have twice as many as he originally had. Smart ass.

    “Happpy birthday.. Too youuu,” Zayn started singing as he was walking from the kitchen with the cake in his hands, and 21 candles lit on it. “Happy birthday, too you,” Now everyone was singing, I was watching Louis as his smile grew even brighter to the little surprise Zayn had up his sleeve.

“Happy birthday, Louis, Happy birthday, Too youuuuu,”

We all clapped as he blew out his candles with two blows. Pretty impressive. Harry and I were sitting on the couch curled into each other. This house was always so damn cold. I bet even if it wasn’t cold, we would still be like this, but its our excuse for now.

I ran my hand through his perfect locks of curls as he watched Zayn cut the cake. Dani was over every day now with Liam, doing the exact same thing as me and Harry do, well. She does the exact same thing I do, so I guess that makes me the girl of this relationship… is this even called relationship?

Louis started passing out a piece of cake to everyone, and smiled cheerfully as Zayn pecked him quickly on the lips and then smacked him on his bum. You could tell what they were going to do later.

Harry sighed. He was watching them as well as I was.

“What’s wrong?” I asked gently into his ear. Stupid question. Really stupid question. All he did was shake his head slowly. “Harry.. tell me..” I spoke gently now, kissing his temple lightly.

“No” He mumbled out as he got his cake. I set mine aside. Liam gasped from across the room.

“RED ALERT!” He shouted. Harry quickly sat up from my lap to look at Liam. “NIALL HORAN HAD SET HIS PLATE ASIDE. I REPEAT. THE WORLD IS GOING TO END.”

Dani and Liam busted out laughing, Harry only snickered a bit. Something was wrong. Was it because I wouldn’t have sex with him that day? Is he not satisfied?

***

I thought things over for the rest of the night. I was pretty spaced out at dinner so I decided just to go to my room for the night. It was Louis’s birthday, of coarse they were going to get drunk, and if I would of stayed any longer Liam would of started asking questions.

    I have thought of a new plan, a new one that will satisfy Harry and make him happy. I am ready, I know I am. Now just to make myself clear.

    I was thinking of the endless possibilities of how I could just spring it up on him. I could, either go to the store and buy some embarrassing shit that I would never wear again, or I could go out there tonight and get completely shit faced with him, and just let things happen as they could happen.

    No.. I don’t want our first time to be just a fling. I want it to be special, and mean something. I want his heart to be with mine and the whole night would be absolutely perfect. Tomorrow was Christmas. What better way to say ‘I love you’ than having sex. Right?

My logec seems good. At night, I will just sit on my bed with a rose or, maybe a bunch of them. Yeah! A bunch of roses! And he wouldn’t have any other option than to say yes!

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