Tommy's POV
It was her mom. Y/n didnt desreve tis, she's done nothing wrong. She has tried so hard to to get back out of the hole that she was falling back into. She's been distracting herself with the late night adventures she wants to go on, and now she's started to stream. I really hope that we can get through whatever this is without anyone getting hurt again. About an hour passed and Y/n still hadnt came back up stairs and I was still on edge from the text so I stoped streaming. I walked down and y/n was helping my mom put away grocries. I didnt know how to tell her she looked happy in the moment.
"Hey y/n, can I talk to you up stairs for a minute."
"Ya sure whats up." We walked up and she sat on the bed.
"Umm while y-you were in the shower" I was hesitent to tell her as the smile on her face disapered. "Your m-mom texted you an-" She just started crying. I felt so bad. I ran over to her and hugged her.
"Listen, were gonna get through this together okay and we cant stop ignoring thing and you cant keep distracting yourselfcause it obviously dosent work for long." She didnt stop crying she just gave me a small nod. By the time she stopped crying the sleaves of her sweatshirt were soake dwith tears and her eyes were bloodshot. I didnt want to let her go, we havnt even read the text yet.
Y/n's POV
Why now I was doing fine, everything was fine for once. Now its all crumbling down once again, I can never get a fucking break.
"Tommy what doesit say."
"Let me check hold on." He got up to get my phone. "Umm its about your older brother he-he overdoesed last night." At this point he was holding back tears as well. I knew that he didnt want to tell me. I just stood up and looked at him for a secound . I couldnt take it anymore, I ran, I ran ot of the house, no where specific but I found myself at a tree. The same tree where I first officaly met Tommy. That just made me cry even more because of the memories. Knowing ive come so far but im still stuck. All of a sudden I heard someone behind me.
"Y/n you have to com eback home." It was Tommy.
"Dont you see Tommy, when im with you everything is fine, everything feels right. But as soon as somthing happens everything gets fucked up. You remember that day you found me here, it was bad and well I did it again. I brok eour promise. Theres lood on my seeves again. I do so much to try and stop it but I cant and this tim eit felt like I had no controll what so ever. Im sorry I am so sorry I really am but I keep fucking tings up."
"Your not gining up that fucking easily. I refuse to let you. Y/n I love you an dnothing you do, nothing you say can make me change the way I feel about you. You are going to get through this. We are going to get throuh this, together." I could hear his voice breaking.
"I love you to Tommy and you're right I have to be stronger for my self and for us im trying." He cleaned my arms once again, I need to stop doing this. When he was done he gave me his sweatshirt to cover my arms and we walked back home.
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Will it ever get better (Tommyinnit x Reader)
Teen Fiction(DISCONTINUED) ⚠TW⚠ If Tommy or anyone from this story says that there uncomfortable with the story I will take it down. NO SMUT Tommy is a minor. This is my first story so plz be patient. Plse tell me if you have any suggestions im kinda stuck.
