Our fall-Vermish story

3-All about you

Hamish pov's

Midnight was holding Vera between his paws.
By the time I realized what was happening, Midnight threw Vera against the wall and she lost consciousness. Meanwhile I was finally able to get up and transform myself into Tundra. I immediately jumped on Midnight and we started to fight. I tried to make myself respected as leader, trying not to hurt him too much, but the situation got out of hand and he menaged to land me.
In that moment I saw her. She was laying there, with some scarf on her face, she looked so in pain, but at the same time so beautiful. For the first time I realized it, I finally understood it.
All this, all the things I was doing, to help the order, to defite the Praxis, to keep the knights and the order together, all of this was for her. It was all about her, even Tundra could feel it. This thoughts gave us the strenght to get up, to face Midnight again. Soon after he was on the ground and he returned to being Gabrielle. I transformed too and taking my clothes I ran as fast as possible to Vera, who was still unconscious. I put an hand on her cheek, leaving small caresses, hoping she woke up soon. I took her and put her on the chair in the office. 
Meawhile, Alyssa and Jack left and I stayed there, waiting for her to wake up.
After an hour, she was still laying here, I began to worry. I was looking at her when I heard a knock, I opened the door with my magic and I saw Randall

'Dude, what's happened?'
'Ask it to your girlfriend'
'What did she do?'
'More precisely it was Midnight'
'Well then, what did he do?'
'He tried to kill Vera but, thanks to God, I was there'
'God, I have to find her, she'll be so upset'
'She? Really Randall? She has almost kill Vera, don't you think that maybe she deserved to be "a little upset"?'
'She didn't choose to be a psicopath werewolf, and instead of talking about MY girlfriend, why don't we talk about your toxic relationship? Because, if I remember correctly, she was the one who kicked us out of the order in the first time, she was the one who caused Lilith to be absorbed into the demons world by stealing our stuff, and now, she is the only one who is taking our leader away from us, making him believe she is in love with him. And as if that wasn't enough, he's so in love with her that he really believes that she can be different from what she really is. Maybe you should stop dreaming and start looking at reality.'

before I could reply, Vera started to wake up and Randall left. I went next to her to let her know that she wasn't alone. 

Vera pov's

I heard all the conversation between Randall and Hamish. I decided to pretend I was still unconscious in order to listen all I can. After what Randall said about me, I decided it was time to wake up. I saw him leaving and Hamish get close to make sure I was alright. I was still a little dazed so I didn't got up. I could see in his eyes that he was still shaken by the erlier discussion. I wanted to do something for him. I felt a little guilty, in fact Randall wasn't complitely wrong. I was taking him down with me.

'You can go now, thank you'
'What? I'm not leaving now, Vera. Why should I?'
'Because I don't need another person to take down with me. If you leave you'll be safe. Take you're things, your pack and go, wethever you want, we won't see each other again. You'll have a normal life'
'I don't want a normal if you're not in it, I realized it before. When you were there, unconscious,I looked at you and I finally understood it. Sometime I thought that I was with you just for a physical attraction, or that you were only a fleeting crush. It never crossed my mind that maybe, I was really starting to fall in love with you. I can't believe that this thing didn't cross your mind at least one time. We have this chemestry that you can't just ignore, everyone have saw it. Now I'm not gonna leave until you tell me, looking in my eyes, that you feel nothing for me'

I was just standing in front of him, not knowing what  to do. I wanted to run and kiss him, stay like that for the rest of my life, but was that right? Would I do that for us or only for me? I got rid of all those thoughts and made a decision. I get close to him and with all the strenght I had, I tried to keep the tears from falling, I said with a cold tone

'I feel nothing for you and I'll never do'

I could see his eyes empty of sadness, I hated to see him like that but it was the only way to protect him.

'Okay, you are not the person I thought. I hope that in the future you will notice your mistakes'

with that he left. After he has close the door with his magic my knees gave out, I found myself crying on the floor. This was the second time I felt this strong sense of emptiness, the first was when I lost my baby.