𝓘𝓷𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓾𝓻𝓮 {𝔳𝔪𝔦𝔫}

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3 days of things going well, Taehyung and Jimin's relationship was going smoothly. They had also decided on tell the twins that they were dating the day after their one month anniversary.

But they weren't sure if they would even make it that far. As just 2 days before their anniversary Jimin messed of course it wasn't on purpose, it just happened.

They had planned to meet up 2 days before their anniversary, yes, they were going to hang out going to hang out 4 days in a row.

Or so they planned to.

The plan was to meet up at the movies and then go eat. They didn't even manage to watch the movie as when Jimin arrived he happened to see Taehyung talking to two girls.

Now some people may say 'ok? So what? He's just talking to them he's not making out with them or anything' but Jimin wasn't like most people he was insecure.

That's why he felt his heart beating faster than it usually would have when he saw Taehyung talking to the two girls.

Remembering the things Taehyung had often told him he decided to be brave it wasn't fair to leave Taehyung like that.

So he took a deep breath and made his way over to the girls but then he soon stopped and completely froze when he saw one of the girls pull on Taehyung's sleeve before slightly pulling him down and whispering something into his ear.

Jimin would have continued when the girl pulled away but he didn't, the reason being was because he saw Taehyung's cheeks turn bright red before the girl pulled away.

Maybe if Jimin wasn't so insecure he wouldn't be thinking the way he was.

He wouldn't be thinking Taehyung was like everyone else dispite knowing that he wasn't.

He wouldn't be feeling so much pain in his heart.

He wouldn't be feeling like maybe Taehyung didn't like him any more.

Maybe then Jimin would have gone up to Taehyung but none of that was the case, Jimin knew he wouldn't be able to handle it if what he was seeing wasn't just a misunderstanding.

So with a sad smile Jimin turned away and walked off.

Maybe Jimin should have texted Taehyung sometime and told him he couldn't make it, that he didn't want to come or that he wasn't coming.

But he couldn't find the courage and by the time he had properly thought about it Taehyung had called him, that was a little past 30 minutes after their arranged time.

Taking a deep breath Jimin answered the phone

"Hello?" He tried to sound happy but it wasn't easy when he felt like crying, there was a moment of silence before Taehyung spoke "you ok? You sound.. Upset".

It was amazing how Taehyung always knew when he was unhappy, even when he couldn't see his face he could tell by the one word that Jimin said that he wasn't happy.

Not hearing Jimin's voice Taehyung spoke once more "did something happen?". Jimin sighed, though it was a sigh of sadness it sounded like a sigh of annoyance to Taehyung but he didn't question it.

"I just wanna stay at home" Jimin's words followed his sigh, there was just silence for a moment then Taehyung's voice rang in Jimin's ears.

"You want me to visit you?" He asked "no thanks" Jimin said his voice coming out a little louder than a whisper "alright, well we can always hang out another day" Taehyung responded he didn't even sound the least bit bothered.

That only made things worse for Jimin, he wanted Taehyung to sound at least a bit unhappy I mean he had been waiting for a little over half an hour.

"Yeah I guess we..." Jimin trailed off hearing a girls voice mumbling something in the background, he just went silent after that even when Taehyung called out his name he didn't say anything.

Though the urge to cry only grew and Jimin forced himself to finally speak "I gotta go, I'll call you back" he could feel his eyes watering as he moved the phone from his ear and hung up before he could hear Taehyung reply.

The thoughts that he knew he shouldn't have built up.

Maybe Taehyung didn't seem bothered because he already had someone else to watch the movie with.

Those tears that Jimin knew shouldn't have been.... were rolling down his cheeks.

He felt like shit.

What if Taehyung wasn't really like everyone else?

Would he even be mad when, if Jimin told him why he was acting this way?

Would he just say its ok and show nothing but acceptance? Sure Jimin liked that Taehyung was accepting but sometimes he was too accepting, he was too nice.

There was always the chance of Taehyung being like everyone else, how would Jimin deal with that? Sometimes he felt so damn attached to Taehyung and other days he didn't even want to see the younger.

It was weird but he knew he probably wouldn't do to well without Taehyung.

He knew if Taehyung left him he would break but he also knew the guilt he often felt when he was with Taehyung would break him if Taehyung didn't.

The boy truly felt like shit

He liked Taehyung but his insecurities were telling him Taehyung might not even like him, and that hurt the most.

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Chapter 9
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