"Sorry Jimin, I love you but I don't think what you feel for me is love" she said holding Jimin's hands "is it the way I look at you? Is that what's different? Is it the w-" Dayoung, Jimin's soon to be ex girlfriend cut him off before he could continue to speak.
"Jimin... it's the way you are around me, you just don't seem happy, sure you give me all of your attention, you spoil me and I love it but your no happy and it feels like just looking at me is a chore, and I know you would say it's not, because that not how you feel but I can't help but feel like you don't love me" Dayoung sighed.
"I'm sorry" Jimin breathed out, though he had expected this from the beginning, that Dayoung would want to break up with him eventually. "So what do you want to do? Break up?" Jimin asked "I'm sorry Jimin, I know you probably care about me and love me but it's not the way that it should be and I don't want to be with someone who doesn't love me" Dayoung admitted.
"Don't apologize it's my fault" Jimin smiled "though I'm glad that we can end without a fight" he added "I'm sorry" Dayoung said letting go of Jimin's hand as standing up from the table she had been sitting at. In the restaurant her and Jimin has gone to twice a week for the past month.
"I had alot of fun when I was with you, so thank you Jimin, I hope you find someone you truly love" Dayoung smiled before walking away.
It was only when Jimin could no longer hear her foot steps that reality slowly sunk in and he realised he was single one again, he felt the familiar feeling of his heart breaking as his eyes watered.
He bit his lip trying to hold his tears back as he picked up his phone dialing a number he always knew he could rely on. When the person answered, Jimin felt tears run down his cheeks.
"Hello?" Jungkook spoke "kook.. we broke up" Jimin sighed those words stung more and more each time he told his best friend.
"Where are you? I'll be there in 5" Jungkook said "pannier pancakes" Jimin said as his tears only continued to spill.
~{Insecure}~
When Jungkook saw Jimin he instantly pulled his best friend into a hug, though Jimin was no-longer crying when Jungkook arrived Jungkook could tell he has been from his red eyes and how he sounded on the phone.
"I'm sure whatever she said isn't true, I'm sure you loved her alot" Jungkook said as he drove Jimin to his house. "I don't know Kook, I thought I did, I always think I do but when they break up with me I can't help but think did I really love? Were we even in love?" Jimin sighed.
"Hey Jimin, I know you, you liked her, alot.. maybe you were just bad at showing it, I'm sure of it" Jungkook said though he didn't sound to sure himself.
"Thanks kook, but she might have been right when she would call my name and I would look at her, I felt happy but it didn't last long, it was just a split second and when she started talking I would easily lose interest because what she said wasn't always interesting and sometimes if it was I just didn't want to hear it from her." Jimin as Jungkook pulled up outside of him and his twin's shared apartment.
"Min let's just stop thinking about it and watch a movie yeah?" Jungkook asked placing a hand in Jimin's shoulder. "Sure, that sounds like a good distraction" Jimin smiled getting out Jungkook's car, the other boy doing the same.
Jungkook locked the car before walking Jimin over to the elevator.
About 2 minutes later and they were inside of Jungkook's apartment taking off their shoes "is Jeongguk home?" Jimin asked "nope he's at work though when he comes back were supposed to go to a bar with Hoseok and my kitten" Jungkook smiled.
"If he heard you call him a kitten he would probably kick you but still blush" Jimin said shaking his head "exactly which is why he won't hear me" Jungkook said before pulling Jimin into the living room were the TV was.
"So what we watching?" He asked.
The boys decided on watching The Lion king, Jimin being the one who pick it, he just felt like watching something sad and that was the first thing that came to mind.
Dispite picking it Jimin didn't bother watching the movie to much and instead focused on thinking about what Dayoung had said to him along with what all his other girlfriends had said to him.
It wasn't long after the movie ended that Jimin sat up and spoke "kook, I think I'm gonna do it" he said "do what?" Jungkook asked "I think I'm gonna stop dating" Jimin confessed.
"... I think you really should do it you know" Jungkook smiled "I think so too, I mean they all say the same thing no matter what I change so I think maybe I should take a break" Jimin smiled.
"If that's what you wanna do go for it" Jungkook said.
"Yeah I will"
~{insecure}~
"I'm just got my heart broken I'm not gonna start dating same day you know" Jimin sighed "sure you won't Jimin" Yoongi sarcastically stated. "I'm being serious I won't pick anyone up" he sighed.
"He's being serious Yoon, he doesn't want to date anyone, and I think he's serious, I mean he's never said that before." Jungkook stated picking up with drink and sipping it.
As planned the Jeon twins and their boyfriends were at a bar, Jungkook had offered for Jimin to come, and he instantly excepted. Though thanks to Yoongi he was slowly starting to regret it.
"Maybe you won't pick up any girls" Yoongi said "maybe" Jimin kicked under his breath, luckily Yoongi didn't hear him.
It didn't take long for Yoongi and Jungkook to begin flirting much like Jeongguk and Hoseok were.
Jimin sighed looking around, he had been to multiple bars multiple times but he didn't expect it to be this crowded dispite it always being crowded.
Just when Jimin was about to turn back to face Jungkook and Yoongi a rather handsome face caught his attention, it was beautiful male, though Jimin had always believed himself as straight he couldn't help but feel his heart beat fasten just by looking at the boy.
The boy was dancing swaying his hips just slightly, 2 girls dancing with him, though Jimin's attention was only focused on the boy, when he smiled Jimin was sure that was the prettiest smile he had ever seen.
Dispite the boy looking so beautiful and making Jimin want to stare for much longer, Jimin knew it would be creepy if anyone spotted him and forced himself took look away from the boy Infront of him
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Chapter 1
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FanficJimin gets his heart broken in every relationship he tries, just when he finally gives up he meets Taehyung, who makes him feel so different. Unfortunately Jimin can't help but feel insecure and that affects his relationship. Highest rank in tags~ #...