Flashback: I wanted to cry but I couldn't...
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School was finish now and I waited for Mattia to come out of his class because we are always going together home. I waited 10 minutes but he still didn't came out so I decided to text him but he didn't answer my texts. So I searched for him and found him with a girl in the janitors room and they fucked.
I was so traumatized 😳. I quickly closed the door and after 2 minutes they both came out and the girl was really messed up. Her hair was scattered and Mattia had everywhere lipstick on his body.
That shit is disgusting 😃You: Took you long enough
Mattia: I- uh...
You: whatever let's go homeWe both went in his car and drove home. I was still traumatized that he did that shit in school👎. I chilled in my bed and became really hungry so I decided to text the girls if they want to go out and eat something. They were okay with that and I started to get ready.
My outfit:
I put some lipgloss and mascara and went upstairs.
Mattia: Where are you going?
You: Mall
Mattia: With who?
You: Uhm alone
Mattia: y/n don't lie to me
You: fineeee I'm going with the girls
Mattia: Didn't I told you-
You: I don't fucking care what you said
Mattia: watch the attitude!
You: or what huh? You're going to fuck me? Hell nah won't happen BYEEEEE
Mattia: y/n-I shut the door and called an Uber and drove to the mall. When I got there I already saw the girls. I went up to them.
You: Hey girls
They: Heyyy
Charli: where do y'all wanna go eat?
You: Hm maybe McDonald's?
They: OkayWe went to McDonald's and ate there. After 2 hours I decided to go home. Addison drove me home and I went inside. There I saw Mattia. Wtf- does he- does he cry?!😳 oh shit. I went up to him and hugged him without even saying a word. He hugged me back and cried in my shoulder. After 5 minutes he came down and I asked him what's wrong.
You: Hey Hey Mattia it's alright. What's wrong.
Mattia: I fucking hate myself
You: No- why do you say that?
Mattia: because I don't feel loved anymore after Jenna cheated on me I'm a total fuckboy and I hate it.
You: Hey it's okay. You have me and the boys. Yea don't give up.
Mattia: Thank you y/n
You: No problem. Wanna watch a movie together.
Mattia: you mean just us two?
You: yea😊
Mattia: okayI felt really bad for him so I decided to watch a movie with him. We both lay down on the couch. We cuddled a bit like this:
This movie was really cringe. Suddenly there was a Sex scene. Uh yeah I felt really uncomfortable. I felt his dick getting hard. He began to kiss my neck.You: M-Mattia what a-are you doing?
Mattia: shhhhh I need that right now
You: but I don't wanna-He kissed my sweet spot and I moaned. I kinda liked it but I don't want to have sex with him. I saw him smirking as I moaned and I think that turned him on. He slowly began to take my clothes off. And then he took his clothes off. Now I was in my underwear and bra and he was in his boxers. He continued kissing me and slowly put his dick in me. Ugh I when I tell y'all it hurt like hell then it did.
You: A-Ahhh M-Mattia please g-go slower
Mattia: you're going to listen to daddy understood?
You: M-Mattia-
Mattia: DID YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!
You: y-yes
Mattia: yes what?
You: Y-yes d-daddy a-ahhhhh please go slower!Mattia fucked me so hard it came even blood out my pussy.
You: Mattia t-there's blood please s-stop
Mattia: no didn't I tell you that I'm going to punish you?😈 did you really think I just let you go like nothing happened?!
You: M-Mattia p-please stop y-you're hurting m-me.He didn't listen he fucked me so hard I couldn't breathe normal. I cried so hard and he didn't even care. I told him so often to stop but he didn't. At that moment I knew, I AM GETTING RAPED!! I tried to scream but he held my mouth. He touched my whole body and I cried my eyes out. After he were done he put his clothes on and before went to his room he said something.
Mattia: If you're not going to listen to me again then I'll fuck you even harder 😈 baby that shit was good🤤
I put my clothes on and went crying to my room. I locked my door and cried the whole night because HE FUCKING RAPED ME...
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