So there's this girl named y/n. She does an exchange year in New Jersey and lives with the Polibio family. There she meets a lot of new people. She falls in love with a boy but does the boy fell the same or was he just playing with her? And was it t...
Flashback: I locked my door and cried the whole night because HE FUCKING RAPED ME...
The next day I was in my room the whole day. I cried for hours and still didn't get out of my bed. I didn't eat anything. Just at that moment I felt worthless. Nothing more than that just fucking worthless. I didn't even checked my phone so I decided to do that. I got lots of notifications from the girls but I decided to text them later. Mattia is in school right now so I have my peace. I slowly got up and went to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and saw my red puffy eyes. Tears were still coming out my eyes.
I decided to take a shower. After I was done I picked an outfit:
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I then texted the girls to come over after school. I just lay in my bed and watched Netflix. Then the door bell ringed. I went up and opened the door. I thought it would be the girls but instead it were Mattia with the boys. Mattia looked me in my eyes and I became water in my eyes. So I dried them quickly and went back to my room without even saying a word. Then there was a knock on my door.
You: come in
It was Mattia with flowers and chocolate.
Mattia: look y/n I'm so fucking sorry I- You: Enough Mattia. That's enough. Please go Mattia: y/n I- You: I said go!
He then left but put the flowers and the chocolate for me in my room. I decided to text the girls that they can't come because I'm tired. They were okay with that and I went back to sleep.
Skip skip skip 5 days after everything happened. I didn't really came out of my room just when I got hungry. Mattia tried to talk to me but I ignored him. Mattias parents are coming home tomorrow evening and I wanted to make them dinner since I can cook very good. So I decided to get ready and go to the supermarket.
My outfit:
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I took my keys, phone and some money and went upstairs. Mattia was with his friends. AGAIN. Ugh don't they have an own house?! Whatever I went out and called me an Uber. When I got there I bought some vegetables and so on. Then I went back home and the boys were still there but when I came in they went all quiet. I cleaned up the purchases and went back in my room. There I face timed all the girls and I thought it's time for them to tell them EVERYTHING that has happened in the past days. So I did and I also explained them that that was the reason why I didn't come to school. But today's Thursday and tomorrow we have free because idek why but that's fine by me. The rest of the day I just relaxed and watched Netflix and went to bed.
The next day I woke up at 11 am and started to clean the house. I cleaned the kitchen, the living room, the bathrooms and now I'm going to clean Mattias room. Ik what he did to me and I'm still mad but I live here for one year soooo yeah. While I cleaned his room I put some hoodies in his closet and smelled on it. Ngl it smelled so fucking good. I stand in his room and smelled his hoodie when Mattia came home...
