My Draco

Beg

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Draco stood above me, pinning me to the couch.

"Let me go!" I beg as he looks down at me

"Let me speak." He says aggressively.

I look up to him and he looks down on me. He held me in place on my back while he tightly gripped my hands above my head.

I tried to squirm out of his hold but that made him more mad.

"Dammit, would you just let me say what I need to say." He says grabbing my wrist tighter causing me to wince but once I do, he looks up at his hands, realizing his knuckles were white. He didn't even realize how tight his grip had gotten. Once he noticed, he loosens his hands around my small wrist.

"I can't be myself when I'm not with you. You're the only person I have ever opened up to, loosing you was the biggest mistake I have ever made Tessa. I'm sorry for everything. Im sorry for the bruises, the crying I've caused, the anger, and the disappointment. I just get over protective of the people that I deeply care about. I know it wasn't necessary to what I did to Potter but I was scared, okay? I didn't want you believing another boy could treat you better than I did but now I'm realizing that any other boy can treat you better than I have." He lets it all out and takes a deep breathe.

He lets go of my wrist and stands up to allow me to be free.

Those words processed through my mind and I see the look of regret and sadness on his face.

"All you had to do is tell me that, why did you keep it in for so long? The many nights where I wondered if I was good enough for you. The times where I hurt so bad I couldn't get out of bed, the pointless hours of me wondering do I let you go or keep you in the frame of my mind could have  been completely avoided if you opened up to me for once, Draco."

I break away from his eye contact, "I hate you for what you did to me Malfoy but I can't change the amount of love I still have for you. That I will always have for you..."

I slowly rise to my feet and he does the same. As I stand before him, he places his cold fingers below my face, onto my chin, and tilts my face up to him. He gives me a gentle comforting smile.

He doesn't say a word, he just hugs me tightly, holding me in arms where I felt the most safe. I felt at home in his arms as he grips my waist with one hand and the other on the back of my head, pulling me close to his chest.

I don't know what came over me but as I stood there in his embrace, I began to cry. Tears started to spill down my eyes from happiness, I felt a weight lift off my chest as we expressed our emotions to each other and let the truth out what had been buried deep inside us for so long.

Draco held me closer and tighter than he has ever had before.

I felt like I could breathe normal again.

He held me in his arms until the pain stopped. The pain withered away from my body. He held me even as people passed, coming from dinner.

He pulled away, and rubbed my cheek with thumb.

His other hand found mine and our fingers intertwined.

"Let's go." He says as he watched others walk back into the commonroom.

We walked up the stairs and to his room.

As soon as I walked in and shut the door, he pushed his body and lips against mine.