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𝐀 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐛 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 ❖ 𝟑

It was morning the next day and I was getting ready for school until I checked the time, it was 8:20. Shoot, I'm late!!

I decided to skip breakfast and hurry so I don't get detention. My legs became sore as I ran as fast as I could to the school campus and I had only 2 minutes left! I don't have time!!!

I reached the classroom door and entered while I took my backpack off to get my supplies out, as always. On my left, I realized Jungwon wasn't here. "Is he late again?" I thought. A few minutes passed, and Jungwon hasn't come and an extra student took his seat. I only came to realize when the teacher began taking role call and when Jungwon's name was called, to my surprise he was actually here, sitting at the back of the room sitting next to Hayoon?

I was slightly confused, raising my eyebrows but, if he wants to sit there it's his decision but I got a bit spectacle about it as I kept my eye on them as I sat down. As usual, the class began and this time, I had art. We had to make little appreciation cards for our friends and of course, I made two for Jungwon and Hayoon. I hope they did the same to me~

"Remember class, give your appreciation cards to a friend after class," The art teacher reminded us while she packed to leave for the next class. I had to make sure my cards were done perfectly and I really hope they love it.

We were dismissed and I hung out at the lockers until I saw my two friends talking to each other nearby, laughing at their own jokes I suppose. I tilted my head a little before I walked towards them, with the cards behind my hand. Oh, I forgot, I wanna see how they liked the gift I gave them yesterday. I crept behind them before jump scaring them but, something was wrong.

"BOO! Did I scare you haha?" I laughed a little but they gave me...glares?

"I-Is there anything wrong?" my face grew concerned and worried.

"Oh nothing," Hayoon rolled her eyes.

"What's the matter? Did I scare you too much?" I put my hand on her shoulder but she moved it, wanting me to get off.

"Yes you did," Hayoon said, looking at the side but then looked back at me.

"Please tell me it was all a joke" she continued, tears slowly formed in her eyes.

"Are you ok? Here, I made you and Jungwon something, maybe it will cheer you up!" I handed her my two appreciation cards.

"I-I don't w-want any more g-gifts from you!" Hayoon wept. My heart broke at seeing her cry, she was always a happy person...

"Oh that reminds me, how was the gift yesterday?" I questioned.

After I said that, she and Jungwon gave me the dirtiest look possible. Seriously, what did I do wrong??

"W-Was it good?" my hands fiddled around, waiting for an answer. Hayoon gave me an even dirtier look, aggressively opening her backpack and taking out a piece of paper. Jungwon did too, was it the gift I gave them?

"Oh is it??" Jungwon says while shoving the papers into my hands. As I opened it, I saw words, it was a letter but as I read both letters, I was mortified.

Dear Jungwon/Hayoon,

You really thought this was a gift? Pathetic LOL. I know this isn't like "myself" but you got to face the truth, you don't know me! I never really saw you guys as friends but I basically just used you cause I need to be popular to steal the attention from you! But for some reason, I did not sooooo therefore, y'all are useless. Honestly, you wanna know why I act "sad" or "quiet"? It's just to make you feel bad for me and treat me like the most important person in the world and it works but you people are so annoying. If you are very confused and why I am suddenly like this, it's called acting so don't expect me to be in your presence ever again!

See you never,

Y/n

As I read, Erin popped out of nowhere, looking over to my shoulder. Erin. She ruined everything...but it's my fault for believing her. I'm so stupid.

"Ooooh, what's that?" Erin peaked, smiling but acting curious and having no idea what was going on right now.

"Oh wow Y/n, I'm pretty impressed you would write such a thing but even I would do that to my friends." Erin pouted, pointing at herself.

"That's it Y/n," Jungwon says, coming closer to me.

"If that's what you really think of us, then we are done!" He said, his face grew red out of anger and sadness.

"I-I seriously don't know what you're talking about, why would I write such a thing?" I started sweating out of stress and nervousness.

"Oh and now your acting again! You're really good at acting to make me believe you were my friend..." Jungwon teared up. This was messed up, I really didn't do anything besides being so STUPID.

"T-This was all a misunderstanding, you s-see Erin- she- that- letter- I didn't-" Why can't I say it??? They will never understand.

"Oh now you're blaming me??" Erin says, pretending to look offended.

I can't with her anymore

My hand turned into a fist and I beat the hell out of Erin, I screamed and yelled in anger and it felt so good!! Of course, Erin screamed as well, begging for help.

"I HATE YOU ERIN!!" I screamed and was about to give Erin the hardest punch I've ever given in my life until Jungwon stopped me.

He then gave me the most painful slap and so did Hayoon. I immediately stopped and held my cheek in pain as it got redder.

"THAT'S ENOUGH Y/N!" Jungwon yelled. I've never seen him like this before and I flinched back, baffled at him.

I've had enough...you're right, it's better if we weren't friends..." He says, tears flowing out of his eyes.

"N-No, Jungwon y-you don't understand I-" I kept stuttering, trying to assure everyone it was a misunderstanding but no one listened.

"I and Hayoon are better off without someone like you in our life," he continued.

Those words...it stabbed me in the heart but it was familiar...oh yeah, my dream!

My mind got stuck into thought and Jungwon and Hayoon walked away.

"Oh, and one more thing, I hate you" and with that, Jungwon left...

My heart felt like it was stabbed a million times without stopping. My tears rushed down like a river and I felt so done with life. I landed on my legs and cried nonstop. I didn't feel like continuing class so I went to the office to report that I was really ill so I went home early. The whole day, I cried and cried and cried in my dark room and my depression began getting more severe as days past and I skipped school for a week after telling the office that my "illness" became worse.

"Ok class, Y/n is not gonna be here for a week since she's really sick," the teacher said. Jungwon didn't believe it one single bit.

"*scoffs* sure" Jungwon rolled his eyes.

"What was that Jungwon?" the teacher asked.

"Oh nothing, I'm just sooo sad that Y/n is not here," he said sarcastically. Deep down, he was so happy he didn't have to see her face for a whole week after that incident but, it just felt like something was missing, and loved the Y/n he used to know.

I dug my head into my legs and kept crying. My heart won't stop breaking apart and I slowly felt like dying and was suffering, tormented by his words that were glued into my brain, never escaping.

It's time to end this

    𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞:

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𝗛𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀!! 𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 story 𝘀𝗼 𝗳𝗮𝗿? 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝘂𝗽𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝘀 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗵𝗮𝗵𝗮 <𝟯𝟯𝟯𝟯