The Job pt 2
WOW, a month already since my last entry, by the way still jobless. I thought finding a job was hard, now I'm almost convinced it's impossible for me at least.
You know when everything goes the wrong way, nothing happens the way you wanted, I'm living it right now.
Nothing worked out no Master degree no job nothing, so automatically the idea of giving up is roaming in my head and depression is creeping our on me very often, but not to the point of actually giving up.
I don't want to go home yet, because if I go I will never come back again, I'll be obliged to stay there, I will become lazy more than now, I'm short on money but I don't want to tell my father yet, I don't want to burden him more, I hope I get a job soon before I lose my money, I hate asking him for money, anyway I'm still lost in my journey to find a job.
For the moment I came back home empty-handed and tired with a lot going on my mind, maybe I'm hunting for a job in the wrong place, or just simply unlucky, but hunting requires being patient, I can do patient I guess or at least for the time being, we'll see how we'll end up in this world.
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My Pathetic Diary
DiversosA selection of Paragraphs from my Diary. Here I write about what is bothering me, as important or ridiculous it is. Diving into depression anxiety and the struggle of self Love I know we all are fighting, and through reading this I want to tell you...
