Close your eyes, fly

Inside me

Well, is life happening? Barely. Except for new tests in school and more insecurities, nah, nothing much.
I don't know why but today I had a lot of energy, yesterday as well and until I had to fill in a survey that had a hell of a lot questions about my mental health. Then I started to feel low again.
You might wonder, or not, why I had to fill this form. May I tell you? I'm doing it anyway.
So this is the situation, about a year ago the school together with another school started a project agains mental health issues or something. Everyone filled a survey at school and the questions where not that good or something I thought about a lot. Later my parents and I got an email from the school nurse, they said that the survey was anonymous btw, and it basically said that I should go see a  psychologist to join the project. And so I did, it wasn't that big of a deal. But every time I got to fill a new form I just feel bad.

Now I remember, I actually do have an update on my life.
A while ago I used to hang with a boy Wyeth weekend. He is a really nice guy, his a bit weird but so am I so it doesn't matter. Anyways, I didn't want to be anything more than friends with this guy, he isn't my type at all, I don't even have a type lol. I needed, and still do, someone to talk to to just forget everything, he was someone I usually wouldn't hang out with but he was surprisingly easy to talk to.
I think that he might wanted to be more than friends with me(maybe) and I thought I made it clear, rejected all of his flirting attempts and so on.
So I want to continue being this guys friend because he made me happy in that perspective.
One day I sat with his friend on the bus and he straight out asked me what was going on between me and him. I said that it's nothing, not from my side at least and he asked me if I thought there was from the other guys side and I answered that I had no idea.
From this day I haven't heard a lot from this guy and I miss hanging out with him. Do you think it was a mistake saying to his friend that it's nothing between us? I probably just passed it right on to him afterwards. I mean I couldn't have said that it might be something if I knew that it wasn't from my side. I really wanna be friends with this guy, we can talk for hours, but I guess not. What should I do?