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chapter 16

*knock*.."who is it?" i ask, "it's nick" he answers. great the one person i don't want to see. "what do you w-want" i ask sobbing, "y/n please open the door i need to know what's wrong" he asks me. "nick it's you, you are what's wrong, with that little girl that just held on to you and you didn't do anything, YOU DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT IT!" i scream. "y/n i'm so sorry, the only reason i did that because she was forced to come with the people and she didn't want to be there" he says trying to explain himself. "then why did you ignore me?" i say, "i didn't you were with clay" he says. i was for the last 20 but he had so much time with me. "but i wanted to b-be with y-you" i say leaning on the door, "then let me in please" nick says in the nicest tone. "but i don't want you to see me as a cry baby" i say, "y/n  you are not a cry baby, please let me in, i just want to see you" nick explains. i slowly unlock the door and open it, the next thing i know im in nicks arm. i just start bawling, "nick i-i'm so s-sorry" i say crying. "it's okay, i'm right here don't cry" he says rubbing my back. "nick i shouldn't h-have been upset you aren't with anyone so you can do whatever" i say, "why would i want to be with anyone when i have someone on my mind" nick says. "w-who?" i ask, "you". did he just say me? "you know i told you i like you, it's just we need time to become something" nick explains. "yeah i want to take it slow too" i say, i look him in his eyes. i see that he goes from my eyes to my lips and i do the same. "is this ok?" nick asks as he puts his hand on my chin, i nod my head. and he leans in and closes the distance.

we pull back and i look at him. "y/n i will never want anyone else, and i'm sorry for not pushing her away" nick says holding me. "no nick i'm sorry for being jealous i will never be like that again" i say, "no i get why you were jealous, and you are allowed to be jealous" nick says. "can we go get food now?" i ask, he laughs "of course we can". he helps me stand up and he starts walking but i just stand there. "you coming?" he asks, "i don't want to walk" i say. "do you want a piggy back ride?" he asked, i nod and he picks me up and i put my arms around his neck. we walk to clays room and see george and clay cuddling, "hey we are going to get mcdonald's, do you guys want anything?" i ask. "when did we agree on mcdonald's?" nick asks, "since i said we are getting it" i say. "are y'all like good?" clay asks, "yeah we are fine" nick says. "okay good, i have never seen a cry like that from y/n" clay says. "do y'all want something or do y'all want to come?" i ask, "i don't really want to go" george says. "we don't have to" clay says, "just get my regular and then george a chicken nugget meal with lemonade and bbq sauce" clay says. "okay" nick says as he runs off with me on his back, "GEORGE I LIKE YOUR TASTE IN MCDONALDS!!!" i scream as nick runs to the car. he opens my door and sits me in my seat, "thank you nicky" i say referring to his nick name i have him when we started texting. "anytime princess" he says, the nickname he gave me. i adore the nick name so much. he sadly leaves in 3 days but i will spend as much time with him as i can.

(a/n the second chapter i wrote today! i will probably write more, but do y'all want more drama? or sadness i need to know please! i hope y'all are liking the story! okay luv you guys!)

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