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chapter 9

(nicks pov)

me and clay are driving home when i get a text from george? uh okay

george
nick..

nick
yeah?

george
y/n is kinda crying..

nick
wait why?

george
i might have told her you were talking to this girl heather. the one you talk to..

nick
are you serious? george what the hell what did you say?

george
we were talking about stuff and it came out i didn't mean to!

nick
god we are coming home don't say anything else.

george
got it!

oh god, what if she thinks i like heather. heather is my ex, i only messaged her because i started liking y/n and didn't want clay to be mad at me. but i stopped testing her 2 weeks ago because i figured out i was in love with y/n. oh shit.

(y/n's pov)
maybe heather is just a friend and george didn't know that, or they were talking. but i bet they weren't, but nick would pick her because she way prettier then me.. god i will ask nick this once he gets back with clay. no it will break me. i need a shower, yes a hot shower will help. i hop into the shower and it feels so amazing, heathers pretty but i'm still in love with nick and they are probably not dating. i still have a chance! no i don't i mean she literally heather. i get out and dry off. that's it fuck this i'm going to cry in bed again, i get back in bed and put my airpods back in. soon enough i feel a hand on my shoulder, i flinch then turn around. "hey clay, do you need something?" i ask my brother. "yeah we are gonna make cookies in a few do you want to join when we do?" he asks me, "yeah i will but later right?". "yeah later we are doing them" he responds,"okay then ill see you then". i watch him walk out as i put my airpod back in and before you go comes on, i start crying again but i'm really cold and my blanket is on the couch. i guess i can put on a sweatshirt, i soon just grad a sweatshirt and put it on without looking at what sweatshirt it is. i lay back down and look at the sweatshirt i out on, of course it's fucking nicks. i just start crying harder, i just want someone to hold me right now. but not my brother, or george. i want nick. i decided i got too cold so i need to grab my blanket, i make a plan where i will run grab the blanket and run back. sounds like a good plan to me. i then run out my room and grab my blanket abs run back to my room and close my door. soon laying back down and getting back to crying.

(nicks pov)

i'm on my phone wanting to go check on y/n but i want to give her space. she's probably needing someone right now though, i keep thinking to myself until i see y/n? she runs grabs her blanket and runs back to her room, i saw her in my sweatshirt but also crying. that's it i'm going to see what's wrong. i walk to y/n's bedroom, i open the door and see her cuddled up to her blankie. i don't even tap her shoulder or shake her to tell her i'm here, i just get into the bed and pull the covers over me. she soon turns around and sees me, she takes out her airpods. she was about to start talking and i just pull into my chest,my hands are tightly around her waist. "nick,who is heather?" she asks crying, "she's my ex that i hate and never want to speak to again". "so you're not dating her?" she asked me as she snuggles more into my chest, " no i'm not dating her, and never plan on it" i respond. i just hold her in my arms never wanting to let go, next thing i know she's asleep. she was crying because of me, i get up very gently so i don't wake her. i need to talk to clay, "hey clay" i say to him. "hey is y/n okay?", "yeah she's asleep but i have a big favor i need" i tell him. "okay what is it?" he asked me, "how do i ask y/n out?". "oh okay, she's doesn't really like anything big so just ask her" he says. "how do i know when to?" i ask, "you'll know when the times right" he says. i just nod, i sit down on the couch wishing y/n was her with me but she needs to sleep.

(a/n i hope you guys liked this chapter!! okay i know they said something about cookies. which will be in the next chapter!! okay luv you guys!)

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