𝕸𝖆𝖋𝖎𝖆'𝖘 𝕲𝖎𝖗𝖑 (𝕭𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖐 𝖝 𝕱𝖊𝖒𝖆𝖑𝖊 𝕽𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗)

Shock

"Chaos is what we've lost touch with. This is why it is given a bad name. It is feared by the dominant archetype of our world, which is Ego, which clenches because its existence is defined in terms of control."

― Terence McKenna

Control is achieved through being sure of yourself and unleashing your truth. 

Whipping around I stared at the face in the mirror that so much resembled my own mother's. 

That Whore....

Perhaps a bouquet of roses for the lovely boy and perhaps a small box of chocolates as courtesy. Shrugging I made my way into the nearest mall and  promptly began flirting with the cashiers.

"Do you think you can spare me a bit of your time little flower?"

The cashier turned around looking at me with a beautiful vermillion blooming against her silky chocolate skin.

"I- Of Course. What may I help you with?" She asks trying to keep calm.

Reaching forward I slowly twirled a few strands of her hair between my fingers while leaning in slowly near her ear to tease her. 

"Perhaps you can indulge in me the locations of the flowers and the chocolates...little flower....?"

Her breathing began to deepen into a slight pant as she stuttered a weak sentence.

"They-they are over there."

"Thank you for your compliance little flower," I whisper brushing my lips against the the skin of her cheek. I turn and leave her standing in a slight daze. 

Grabbing a box of chocolates and a sunflower bouquet I leave for the register.

"That'll be 10.99, thank you," The register states as she quietly scans my items. I nod and hand her some cash.

"Keep the change," I state before grabbing my items and leaving for the parking lot of Fox News. Grabbing my press lanyard I toss it over my shoulder into the backseat of my car and lock the doors. I walk back into the fox building so I can gift my little lunch date. When I walk in I see a nervous little boy waiting at the Cafeteria like I anticipated. 

Painting a soft smile on my face I walk over to him and slightly tap the panicking boy's shoulder. 

"I'm here, relax love."

"Sorry, I realized I didn't say where and when. I was scared I wouldn't be able to make it up to you, who  are those for?"

"You, love. I assumed you needed a little spoiling today. Now let's grab a bite and you can spill, love."

"Ok."

"Start from the beginning now," I urge after grabbing a chicken and pasta entree.

"He's...........my sister's ex........"