Smiling

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He gazed at me from across the room, he didn't look too happy.

I wanted to say something I really did, but I just didn't know what. I wanted to hug him, I wanted to comfort him, help him, make sure he won't hurt anymore. I wanted to fix him, take him to someplace happy, happy, and comforting.

But what place would that be? Maybe someplace high above the ground, that sounds nice.

"Hanako, can you smile for me please?" I asked him suddenly, but I didn't care. I wanted to see him smile, I wanted to see if he was still somewhat happy.

He stared at me again, his face in awe. I could tell he was confused, but I kept asking.

"Please smile," I beg him, I just want to make sure he's okay.

"Why?" He seemed demanding. "Why do you out of all people want to see me smile? Me?"

I could tell that no matter how much he wanted to, he couldn't let himself cry or even shed a tear. Ghosts don't have feelings, even I knew that.

"Don't ghosts deserve to smile too? Be happy?" I question, "Because if they can, then I would l-like that." I stutter due to me not really liking to admit things.

I walk up to him, him being just a couple of centimeters taller than me. I wrapped him in a hug, and boy was I blushing.

He hugged me back and nuzzled his face into my neck, why was this feeling and position so familiar? I wanted to know more about him and Tsukasa, I wanted to learn more about Amane.

"You know...I've missed you so much. When I died, I knew that I was most likely never going to see you again if I was staying here," He tightened his grip on me, but now he's face to face with me. He looked so pretty in the little light there was shining through the window.

"I wish I could have been there, there for you," He chuckled to himself, "But it seems I can't really do anything at the moment, I don't even know why you're her-"

I shushed him, I didn't want him to be eve more down on himself then he already was.

"Let's forget about that! I'm here now right? Let's just do what we never got to do now," I grin just like Tsukasa did, except when I did, Amane wasn't scared. "I wanna get my memories back, the ones with you, I don't care if they are upsetting, traumatizing, or sad, I just want to be able to remember the good parts."

He smiled, but at the same time had emptiness in his eyes, he was longing for the day that would happen. He just had to wait.

...

"So, why did you pick the roof?" Amane asked. I had brought him to one of my favorite places, high above the ground. I figured he would enjoy it too if I had played some music.

Maybe he can dance too! Just like Tsukasa did when he appeared back in the recording room. Let's see...what song...

Then one pops into my head, and I ask Amane to stand back. The dance also pops into my head, and wow can I dance.

I took out the tablet I had taken from the recording room earlier. And yes, (We did take the tablet out of the room, just-just go with it)

He looks at me funny before stepping back, waiting for something to happen. I then put the song on, getting in my spot.

ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: I don't know you - The Marias ⚪───────────────── ◄◄⠀▐▐ ►►⠀⠀ ⠀ 0:01 / 4:01⠀ ───○ 🔊⠀ ᴴᴰ ⚙️

The song was sad, but I felt like he and I would have liked that kind of music back whenever we knew each other. Like it fit our lives so well, that we would play it over again. I notice that I seem to be right when his eyes light up.

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