Art book(Old!!)

Feelings

(Idk if this image helps at all of what am about go say but I do relate to it-) 

So idk if this is the right place to say this but who cares. 

So lately Am not at a good place right now , Am failing school, my mental health is not so good right now, and my family is driving me insane, am not sure how long I can take am seriously at my limit and I don't know what to do. Am going through counseling and tbh am not feeling any better I have lied a few times to my counselor but most of the time I was open. Am not good at expressing my feelings but you can kinda tell by my voice of what am feeling, plus am losing all of my friends one by one. We used to be a group but all of sudden they all started to leave , well leave me all of my friends are still friends but not with me. Am not so lucky to find real friends and tbh I thought the friend group I had that we were gonna be friends till we get more older, but of course that was false and now am down to 2 and they been my friends since I ever started 2nd grade but now there going there own ways and I don't know who to go with, there are the last people I have in my school. Am starting to just not make friends anymore , like I don't want to make more at all, I don't want to go through all of that again so I think it's best for me to be alone. I really wish someone told me life will get harder when you grew older, I remember being just happy everything under control and had friends well 𝙛𝙖𝙠𝙚 friends ,thanks to school I now have trust issues, I really just wish I can go back in time and tell younger me that things are gonna get rough when you get older. I don't if I'll even make it out alive this year and if I do then I'll be proud of myself. People told me things are gonna get better well when is that going go happen? It's been awhile so I'll like to know when things are going to get better cause things are getting worse then better. Well there's my little talk am assuming that no one is going to read this and if you did read this then thank you for taking your time reading this, Am still going to be active since this place is my safe place and I feel welcomed by you guys! ^^You guys are the only thing that's perverting me to go above my limit. 

Here's a few songs that I like and wanted to share it with you :) 

Am sorry but way does this reminds me of Giyuu-kun-

Am sorry if this page is edgy or cringe or both, I understand that but thank you for at least checking it out.