Do I Have Your Attention Yet?

Keep F***ing going

A/N: Detailed description of cheating, smut, fluff, heartbreak. All the fun stuff. Also sorry this took so long to come out. It was a longer chapter than usual around 2,000 words.

Y/N

Kirishima texted me after he left Bakugou's dorm to tell me about the conversation. I was pretty upset he was so mean to Katsuki but he said tough love was "the only way to get through to him." Bullshit. I never had to be mean to him to get him to listen, but then again how well did that work out.

I was ready for bed at this point. This day felt like 20 days combined and I was exhausted. Sleeping alone wasn't the same though. I really enjoyed having Katsuki's strong arms hold me while my face rested on his chest. I always loved hearing his heartbeat. I missed counting it until I fell asleep. The scent of caramel that surrounded me soon became the most comforting smell in the world. My leg would always end up wrapped around him which he always said he hated but I know he didn't. I miss how he would kiss my temple and tell me how much he loved and cared about me.

I started crying because it was all lies. If he loved me why did he rip my heart out? Was it really just for a quick fuck? Was I not enough? I just want answers that I would never get. He always told the truth, but in his own way; never actually saying what he felt. He was always cryptic and never easy to deal with. That's what made me love him even more. I knew Katsuki Bakugou like no one else ever had. I knew the different tones in his voice, the different looks he'd give, the little hand motions he did when he got excited. I felt like it was a secret language only him and I knew.

But I lost that. I lost him.

Bakugou

I put my phone down to try and go to sleep. This was the worst part of my day. I didn't know how to sleep without Y/N in my bed. I had no one to hold and protect, no one to kiss, no one to cling to me like I was the only thing in the world that mattered. She wasn't there to help me after a nightmare, to tell me that everything would be okay. I missed her. Every being of my body was screaming at me to just talk to her; to explain my actions even if she didn't accept them.

I pop a little explosion from my hand as a comfort method but it only hurts more. I used to believe that quirks were everything. That the better the quirk the better the person. My quirk was my only personality trait until I met her. Y/N made me see that I am more than a few explosions, even if they are insanely powerful and cool and useful. She would look me dead in the eyes and tell me how great I was but never once did she mention my quirk or physical strength. She saw right past it to the real me. The me I usually didn't see either, until she came around and opened my eyes.

That side of me left with her though. I lost her.

Bakugou and Y/N

Normal: What Bakugou knows happened

*Italic*: What Y/N knows happened

^Bold^ : Both talking/thinking/doing same thing

(Made up a character because I love everyone in the show...Mineta's iffy)

That was the last thought I had before I drifted off to sleep.

It started with Leah showing up to my dorm that day asking for help on her homework or some shit. I let her in because she was one of the less annoying extras. Plus, she could really use some help in the smarts department. She walks in nonstop talking while she moves to sit on my bed. I take a seat at my desk.

"Just call me when you have a question or whatever." I started my own homework. I was going to wait for Y/N to come do it with me but it's more fun to mess with her while she's doing her homework so I didn't mind.