Do I Have Your Attention Yet?

Just Start Talking Already

A/N: Holy shit! Thank you so much for over 2000 reads! I'm so thankful. This chapter is not my favorite but it had to happen at some point. Hopefully you guys like it more than I do. (sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes)

Bakugou

She said she wasn't going to leave me but I don't think she will say that after she asks her questions because I know that the cheating incident will be brought up. I'm ashamed of my reasoning behind it and still don't know if I'm ready to see the look on her face when I tell her. I don't want to tell her.

I have to tell her now before I actually lose her for good. It's my last chance.

"Okay then let's talk." I sighed removing my hand from hers so I could start picking at random things, desperately trying to keep my cool.

"You are going to tell me the truth right? I don't want you to sugar coat it or lie." She says just above a whisper. After she spoke I felt the mood instantly change. It was so tense I was practically suffocaticating.

"I don't lie dumbass." I mumble a little offended that she thought I would ever do that. I mean sure I lie to my friends sometimes about stupid things but I wouldn't lie to her.

"I know that but, ya know, you lie to hide your feelings sometimes and this whole conversation will probably provoke a lot of feelings for the both of us." She spoke sweetly with clear eagerness in her voice but I know the storm that is about to come. I wanted to dance around the topic as much as possible. I wanted to avoid it until lunch ended so I could wait until after school, but that isn't the right way to handle it or whatever.

"Okay just lets get this over with." I huffed rolling my eyes, not at her but just at this whole situation.

"You are making this seem like an interrogation. I just want to talk like normal." She said smiling.

I can't believe I'm about to ruin her beautiful smile.

"Tch. Are you going to talk or what." I said with a scowl.

"Not if you act like that. I'm not just some 'extra', I know that you are trying to hide what you're really feeling so stop." She crossed her arms and pouted.

Can she stop trying to make this a light hearted thing.

"First of all I don't do that and second just start talking already." I said mimicking her crossed arms and pout.

"Hehe okay fine." She pauses for a couple seconds. "Why her? I mean yeah she was pretty...I think? I didn't really see her whole face but that's besides the fact. I mean was she prettier than me? Or were you bored with me?" Her tone was happy at the beginning but as she started talking I could hear the hurt in her voice.

I'm such a fucking dumbass for hurting her. I promised myself I would never hurt her but here we are.

Y/N was looking at me with barely watery eyes but watery eyes nonetheless. It broke my damn heart to see her like this. And all because of my own stupidity.

"And why at that time? I mean you knew I was coming over to see you. I didn't come over that early. If you wanted to see other people you could have just told me instead of cheating. And like Was she the only one or were there more? Was she like a fuck buddy or was that a one time thing. I just wanna know." She spoke so fast it took me a little to process but before I could even answer the first set of questions she had already asked a million more.

She took another breath so she could ask more but I cut her off "Can I answer before you ask more?" I sighed and put my finger to her mouth to shut her up.