The Ups and Downs Of A Roller Coaster

And Then There WAS Us

Jeremiah and I had tried talking but it just became different between the two of us. Nothing was the same. Things became quiet between us. We didn't talk as much as before, and we didn't tell each other much.

One night during that summer, I had texted him. I hadn't talked to him since that night on facebook with all the comments. Things didn't go so well. I was the first to text him.

Me: "Hey"

Him: "Hey"

Me: "How's it going?"

Him: "We'll okay I guess."

Me: "What's the matter?"

Him: "It's none of your fucking business."

Me: "I am sorry I thought we were friends, I was just trying to help."

Him: "I swear all you fucking do is bug and I am honestly tired of it."

Me: "I never knew you thought this I am sorry and you won't be hearing from me I guess."

Him: "Thanks, i I honestly feel way better now!"

Me: "Well then bye."

This was the end of that mess. We didn't talk anymore. Things just weren't the same with him anymore. I was changing in a way too.

He apparently was going through some things, and it was taking a toll on his emotions towards everyone.

I was honestly hurt by all of that. He was one of my best friends. I told him a lot of things about myself he knew a lot and I knew a lot about him. We became closer than ever. For him to tell me all this, sorta crushed me. I didn't know how to react, because it's like a lost a big part of my life.

I had tried to forget about all that has happened, but it wasn't as easy as I expected it to be. I think I was honestly starting to fall for him. What was done was done, and I felt everything between us was gone