First and foremost, and before starting my story, magpapakilala muna ako.
I am Kristine Blancaflor, 20 yrs. nang nag-eexist sa earth. I am taking BS Architecture at Blank University and i'm now in my 3rd yr. I love to draw that's why i chose this course. I have lots of talents but saka na natin pag-usapan. I-discover na lang natin in the near future. Boyish type ng girl, and I am definitely a man-hater. I have become as cold as ice, dahil sa love, dahil sa panloloko ng bestfriend ko, dahil sa family ko and because of my grandfather. That's me, the so called "ICE QUEEN".
The Ice Queens POV
kriiiing, kriiiing.,,, kriiing....
"Arghh...nu ba yan..10mins. na lang. pls." with matching kapa-kapa ng alarm clock sa bedside table.
"What time is it na ba?"papikit-pikit pa then biglang napasigaw, "oohh shit! i'm late for school.."
Dali-daling pasok sa banyo, naligo, nag-tootbrush at nagbihis. Since wednesday is washday, I decided to wear cargo-pants, plain white shirt and my favorite, black high-cut shoes. At syempre, di rin mawawala ang aking ever loved black eye-glasses. After mag-ayos, I grabbed my keys and drove my big-bike on my way to school.
Pagdating sa school, pinarada ko agad ung motor, sabay sukbit ng mga gamit. As I was on my way to the classroom, tinginan lahat ng mga estudyante sa akin na para bang I have committed murder. That's why I had to show them my trademark look"the ever cold gaze". Then iwas tingin agad lahat ng madaanan ko. Sanay na ko sa ganung reaction ng mga tao since that f*cking incident happened last year.
December 12, 2011(a year ago)
1 text message recieved,
From: babe sungit
kulit, pag break-time mo, kita tayo dun sa may centennial tree. I love you. <3
Reply
To: babe sungit
ok sungit, i love you too, miss na kita. can't wait to see you later, I have a surprise for you.. // <3
I was very much enthusiastic sa class kasi it's our 1st yr. anniversary and I want to surprise him. after my class, I hurriedly went out of the room para pumunta dun sa may field. Dun kasi kami magkikita ni sungit sa may centennial tree, sa sobrang pagmamadali ko, I bumped into someone. Hinarap ko siya saglit, said sorry and then tumakbo na ko ulit. As i was getting nearer and nearer sa field, my heart was thumping so hard. hindi ko alam kung bakit, maybe nasobrahan lang ako sa takbo. pero i can't help myself, parang kinakabahan ako, parang may mangyayaring hindi maganda. But i drove those thoughts away, kasi i should be happy right now, Anniversary namin ngayon.
I was so shocked, nabitawan ko gift ko sa sobrang pagkabigla sa madadatnan ko. I saw my Boyfriend and my Bestfriend, literally kissing in front of me. I can't define the pain that was slowly stabbing me. Parang unti-unting pinupunit ung puso ko, sobrang sakit. I felt like my tears were going to fall down, so I tried hard to compose myself.
minutes passed and they were so busy kissing, they didn't even notice I was there. Then they finally saw me. Shocked. That was the reaction i saw from their faces after seeing me in front of them.
I slowly walked towards him, then out of impulse, I slapped him hard. twice.
"i'm sorry kulit", he managed to say. I looked at him with so much pain and anger.
Then i turned to my bestfriend or should I say ex-bestfriend and gave her the coldest gaze I could ever muster.
I couldn't hold my tears anymore, so I started walking away, then I gave them one last look, and shouted hard "F*ck!. This is the worst day of my life. Sh*t really do happen!"
after that, my tears began to freely fall from my eyes. I ran as fast as I can to ease the pain i'm feeling right now. then it started to rain hard. I stopped at the middle of the soccer field.
A smirk came out of my mouth, then I looked up at the sky, and smiled bitterly.
"Is this the prize i have to pay for falling in love? why am i feeling this? why me, out of the million people around, why me?" I cried so hard, i didn't mind the rain that was soaking me wet. I could't feel anything, as if my body was starting to become numb..then i fainted...
