Luckiest Bastard | kanghyo ✔

Special Chapter : Farewell

A/N : It hurts, I know. We don't know the future. Its unpredictable. We don't know what happened behind cameras so please don't judge or point fingers to Daniel or Jihyo. They both had their reasons and whatever it is we should respect it. Who knows maybe in the future they'll be together again. ;)

Let's bid goodbye to our power couple... T^T

DANIEL

I received a message from her again that she's currently working on their 2nd full album. I understand cause I'm also busy with my company and my songs.

We're busy. We didn't have time for each other. The last time we met was 2 months ago and It was just for a short period of time because we were both busy. Especially her.

Love ❤️ : I'm really sorry. Let's meet up after the recording. Midnight.

Midnight... The only time we're both available and every time we met she looks so exhausted. I can't stand looking at her with her tired eyes. I feel my heart tightening when she looks at me with it.

We were together for almost 2 years. 1 year and 11 months of being together and we never fell out love. We were strong. We understood each other but I think I need to do this.

For her. For us.

We were both busy. We didn't had time for each other. Our relationship was too complicated because of our career.

It was always her. She was on the top of my list and because she's my top priority I need to this. Because I can see tiredness in her eyes. She's an idol in a big company, in a big group. She's a leader. She's so selfless. So understanding and so kind. That's why I love her so much.

I've been thinking of this for a long time. Continue this relationship or End it. Of course, I really wanna continue and stay strong-- stronger than before but reality hits me. The end game will always be like this.

The right people in the wrong time.

We are both tired and we need rest. We lasted this long because of our love and this love will never fade away. At least we tried. We were both happy in a short period of time. Wait-- is 1 year short? Nah. We were both happy in a long period of time.

...

Midnight came and we both met at the Sweet Monday Cafe ( A/N : the cafe where Daniel surprised Jihyo.) My heart was beating so fast. Just like when I first met her.

It hurts thinking that I'll end our journey together. I felt my chest tearing up.

"Hey..." Jihyo smiled at me. I can't do this... No! I need to do this. If I truly love her then I'll let go for our sake.

"Hey, shortie. How's the r-recording?"

"It was fine.. Are you okay?"

I was trying my best to not cry but my eyes betrayed me. Tears started to fall.
I want to say I'm okay but I can't! I can't say anything!

"Love.." She hugged me. Tightly. "I know it already. You're giving up?" she sights.

"I was the first one who gave up. You were so understanding and I was so so so busy. I wanted to tell you that I'm tired but I just can't. I know deep down that I can't do it anymore but I was thinking of you. I don't want to hurt you. But It doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore. We both need rest and we need to focus on our careers first. You just had you debut last year and the journey just begun. While me I need to focus on my career because the group receives a lot of criticism these days. We need to work together to prove to the people that we are worth it, right? It was you who told me that. I love so so much, Daniel. I understand your reasons."

"Y-youre making me cry more..." And I did. I cried on her shoulders. It was supposed to be me hugging her but look what happened. It was her comforting me.

"Stop crying you kitten. Let's enjoy our last moment together as a couple."

"Are you teasing me, shortie? My heart aches."

She let go of her hug and then looked at me sincerely. "Mine too... But we have reasons. I love you so much but we need to this, right?"

"If only..."

"No ifs, Daniel. What meant to happen in us then its just it. Learn to accept it and everything will be alright. I will be always here to support you. I'll be your number 1 fan until the end. I love you."

...

I was so lucky to have her. When she bid goodbye to the cats my tears started to fall again but she was there told me that I should not cry in front of our cats making me smile.

When my shortie bid goodbye to me and kissed me for the last time it pains me. It hurts a lot but I need to accept it. I need to stay strong.

Learn to accept and move on. Who knows in the future you will become happier and stronger. Everything that happen has reasons. Life is too short for you to sulk. Don't be sad because it ended. Be happy because it happened.

It's me, Kang Daniel the luckiest bastard is now biding goodbye for the last time.

Farewell.

LUCKIEST BASTARD NOW SIGNING OFF... :)

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