We walk and in and wait and I look down to clear my head of the unreal. I feel a pair of eyes on me and then see his boots as he engulfs me in his arms.
"I will always be with you." I wrap my arms around his waist closing my eyes.
You can't do this." I whisper not trusting my own voice.
"Listen to me I need you to watch out for Sammy. Most importantly I don't want you to feel sorry for me. I've lived a horrible life and I've-"
I let go of him and say let my mind speak for itself.
"Dean stop." I looks at me holding his tears. Dammit. I feel them coming.
"I'll look out for Sammy but don't be talking like you're leaving forever. I'm gonna find a way to bring you back." He shakes his head "no you're not. I made this deal it's time I face up to it." He looks in my eyes
"You have to promise me. You're gonna stay outta this. You have freedom take it. Go live your apple pie life." I shake my head and cry "it's not freedom Dean it's living life knowing you're gone forever. I've lived these past few years trying to protect you and you go make a crossroads deal knowing full well of my reaction." He sighs and looks at the clock and then back at me. I sniffle as he leans in. "Brooke I'm not good at this stuff." My back to inches the wall as his he places his hands on the wall cornering me gently.
"Keep going."
"...I have feelings for you Brooke. When we were kids I liked you then. Then we got to high school and I still liked you. Now here we are and if there's anything I've learned these past few years it's that I'm in love with you." I smile with tears in my eyes "I think for hunting monsters you did pretty damn well Dean Winchester." I cry not being able to hold on any longer. He wipes my eyes with his thumbs as tears just flow out. "I'm scared." I whisper in tears
"You'd be crazy not be." He says I look up in his beautiful green apple eyes and cry out "I love you D. You have to promise me Dean that you're gonna be okay that whatever happens-" he places his soft lips on mine with passion and we stay there for what feels like an eternity just kissing each other. He brushes his fingers on my face with a soft smile "I promise sweetheart." The chime of midnight begins and I look down as his hand vanishes like his entire presence. The air around us becomes darker than anything I've ever felt. I look up to see Ruby but it's not really her it's Lilith.
"How long have you been inside her?"
She laughs wickedly
"Not long but I like it. It's all grown up and pretty. Hello Sam hello Brooke." Ee hearing her say my name is not something that sounds good. She force pushes us against the walls "I've wanted to meet you for a very long time." She aggressively kisses on Sam's face and I look away.
"Your lips are soft." Ew Sammy tmi bro tmi.
"Alright you have me."
I see Dean and I'm pulled back to reality of our situation.
"Let them go." He says stalling for time
"Silly goose you want to bargain you have to have something I want." It's quiet.
"Tsk tsk tsk you don't."
"So this your big plan uh? Drag me to hell and kill them? Then what become queen bitch?" He looks at me with utter fear pain and love mouthing "I love you too." He looks emotionless as he turns towards Lilith.
"I don't answer to puppy chow. Sic him boy." I let it all out as the doors open wide I see nothing but I hear and I see Dean being ripped apart. I can't take my eyes off in tears and I can't find my voice.
"No no stop!" Says Sam.
"No please! Nooo!! Dean!!!!!" I cry my heart out. When we can finally see and love Sam runs to his body "come on Dean please." I can't feel my body so I stay in the corner and cry in a ball.
Dean Winchester is gone forever.
