Give Me Your Love (Got7 BoyxBoy)

Chapter 8

Mark's Pov

Since this morning Jackson has been ignoring me. Like really. I'm glad he's not mentioning anything about what happened last night, but I still wish he would at least look at me. Everytime I look his way I see his eyes look any where but at me. It hurts. I understand that me loving him his wrong, but I can't control stuff like that. If I could I wouldn't have told him that I was in love with him. I would have kept it to myself and found a way to get over these feeling. But that's the thing, I have tried. I've looked the other way when he checks girls out when we leave the dorm. But it still hurts to see him look at someone besides me. I know that I will never have his heart, but if I were to get, it trust and believe that I would never let it go.

The only other member I'm close to his Jr. . I think he knows that there's something going on between Jackson and I. When Jackson is off practicing his rap with Bambam, Jr. and I are together. It's always him and Jackson. Jr is a real nice guy and treats me super well. He seems to have my back like I always have Jacksons.

Right now Jr and I are in the dance room practicing a new move we learned yesterday. He learned it faster than me and I still haven't cought on after an hour, so we're now taking a break

"Is something wrong Mark?" Jr looks at me. He's sitting across from me and is turning his water lid arond in his hand. He doesn't look up when he asks but I can hear the worry in his voice.  

"Everything's fine Jinyoung." I look at the floor as I say this. Because everything's not fine. I'm hurt. I feel as if someone's taken out my heart and put it in a jar of acid. 

I feel hs gaze on my head. Of course he would know if something was wrong. It's Jinyoung for Christ sakes.  He's the eomma. "I know something's wrong Mark. I'm not stupid you know. I know when one of my babies is upset." he comes closer to me and puts his arm over my shoulder. Maybe I can tell him . Just not give any specific details. Maybe he can give me some advice on how I should take care of my feelings.

I raise my head and look at him. He's so close that our noses are almost touching. He keeps looking at me but moves to where only our knees are touching. He takes one of my hands in his, I never realized till now how soft they are, and looks deeper into my eyes like he knows my deepest darkest secrets.

"I know Mark." What? His grasp on my hand tightens.

"Know what Jinyoung?" I can already feel the panic rising in me. What does he know? About me being gay? Me liking Jackson? Me confessing to Jackson. What the hell does he know. But what if he does know. Will he accept me or push me away like Jackson did. He's the only other person I'm close to here and I don't think I can handle being pushed away by two people I care about in less than a 24 hour time span. My heart won't be able to take it.

He looks down to his lap. "Last night after everyone went to bed, I was in the kitchen," he squints his eyebrows like he's deep in thought. "Well I checked on everyone like I usually do. And well as I was heading to check on Jackson and you I heard you scream." Yeah, I'm pretty sure my stomach just fell into the pit of hell.

He knows.

"I heard you tell Jackson you loved him Mark." he raises his head back up and continues to hold my hand. "I also heard how you told him to forget you said anything." he knows. Oh god he knows. "Mark," I look at Jinyoung. "Are you okay?"

And that's when I let everything go. I let all the tears I've been holding in go. "No, you're not. Come here." Jinyoung pulls me into his lap and rubs my back as I let everything out. "Just let it go. I'm here."

And that's how we spent the next hour. Me sitting on Jinyoung bawling my eyes out while he just sits there and lets me. No words are said besides the comforting ones he gives me.

Jinyoung's Pov

What am I going to do with this guy.

Honestly, I heard every word exchanged between the two. I understand how Mark feels right now because I've also fallen for someone who I know I'll never get.

I wish that I was in Jackson's place. I wouldn't have rejected Mark. I would have accepted him. Every bit of him. Because Mark is someone that I cherish deeply. And even though we've only known each other for a short while, I feel like Mark is the person who is going to either ruin my life with a couple or words or make it a life worth living.  I hope the one worth living.

Maybe I can make him forget about Jackson. I could tell him how I feel and hope he accepts. If he were to accept me and we weren't able to keep us a secret, I would leave the group to be with him. Even though I've worked so hard to get here I would hand it over at anytime for Mark.  I guess that's how love works. You would do anything for the one you love.

"Mark," he looks up at me with his deep brown eyes that are red and puffy from crying so long. He looks so exhausted. "Forgive and understand me. Okay?" Mark looks at me with confussed eyes.

That's when I take my arms that are wraped around him and snake one around his neck and use my other to lift up his chin to the perfect angle. I look into his eyes as I lean in and slowly put my lips to his. I keep my eyes open and watch as his eyes open wide and he gasps under my hold. He tries to pull away but I tighten my hold on his neck and bring him closer. I don't move a muscle. I watch as he slowly starts to close his eyes and lean into the kiss himself. I also close my eyes and relax a little.

He takes domanince of the kiss I started and bites my bottom lip. I gasp and he takes his chance to stick his tongue into my mouth. I don't object it and let him. He ventures into my mouth and explores every inch of it. He pushes me back while moving my arm from around his kneck and lifts it above my head. It's kinda rough but I like it. While holding my face in his other hand. It's sweet and rough. I take this oppurtunity and put my hand on his kneck to pull him closer to me as I possibly can. I bite his lip and he moans into the kiss. God that is so sexy. He grinds his lower half against my lower half and the fiction makes us both moan this time. I didn't even know I was hard, but I am now for sure. 

He breaks the kiss, "Jinyoung, I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that." he starts to get off of me but I pull him back to me.

"Mark," I make sure he's looking me in the eyes before I say this next part.

A/N: Aww ,look another cliff hanger. Sorry but I have to leave you guys wanting more right?

So, I did what a couple of you asked for, a JinMark part. I Hope you guys liked this scene.

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