part 6: origami crane

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the sky is dark, the wind is cold

the night is young before it is old

chapped lips and whispers told

fifteen dollars for fool's gold


piece of paper, seven inches each side

     folded once, kicked to your curbside

     folded twice, back to your bedside

     crease the edges, ventured to confide

     bend me over, i'm just a temporary respite


im an origami crane:

happiness feigned and nothing gained

rough edges, torn on every vein

an amalgamation of champagne and bloodstains

my drink, my blood

every cut, a flower buds.


im an origami crane:

let me explain

you're my main

but i'm yours to maim

folded over for you like paper under your skilled fingers

the ghost of your shadow still lingers

your words left splinters

yet you still call me the sinner.


im an origami crane: 

your prisoner, restrained with a ball and chain

i'm your abel, you're my cain

i'm the naive, innocent, little lamb

you're the one with a scythe in your hand

cages and corrals are make up your kingdom

i am a bird, and i should be able to fly.


i'm an origami crane:

locked in a tower, detained

i have wings but i cannot call them my own

appendages of paper, too heavy to fly

appendages of paper, might as well be stone

ball and chain hold me down.


i'm an origami crane:

i can't fly, but i can fall

i can't float, but i can drown


i'm an origami crane: 

     folded myself backward for you

     locked in this tower because of you

     emotional scars from you

     ripped myself at the edges for you


but im still an origami crane:

i have my rips, and i have my scars

and finally i've come to realize that 

my worth isn't dependent on your opinion

i'm a piece of paper, 7 inches each side

ive been folded, bent, manipulated

yet in the end, everything ive gone through

it formed something beautiful. 


i am an origami crane, and at last i'm free from you. 



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