Dali-dali akong bumaba sa kotse ko at patakbong pumasok sa favorite restaurant niya. Bitbit ko ang isang bundol ng pulang rosas at complete series ng librong gustong-gusto niyang mabili last week. This is my gift for her. For our 6th anniversary!
I'm so happy that after all the hardships noong nililigawan ko siya ay kami na and still counting.
Pagkapasok ko ay agad ko siyang nakita sa may bandang gilid.
'Oh she's early'
Turan ko sa aking sarili. Ever since kasi late siya lagi sa usapan namin. What a surprise for now! I smiled and saw how pretty she is today. She's wearing a simple printed shirt tucked on her fitted beige skirt. Her legs were slightly cross. She's also wearing a white korean sandals. Habang nakalugay naman ang straight nyang buhok.
Agad akong lumapit sa kaniya.
"Hi love", I sweetedly greet her and gave her the gifts.
"Hi", her replied with a small smile.
"Happy anniversary",
"I need to tell you something",
Magkasabay naming sabi sa isa't isa. My smile fell a little.
" Where do you wanna go after this? Mall or we can go to Enchanted Kingdom?", not minding what she said. She didn't greet me back too. She hold the cup in front of her.
My heart was beating so fast but I didn't mind it.
Don't wanna think more what will happen next.
"Drix please listen to me", she hold my hand that is on top of the table. I removed it and stood up.
" Love... Let's go", pag aaya ko sa kaniya. Hoping that her decision will change and choose to be with be happy for today. I just can't accept it if it's today. Just not today... I wish.
"Let's break up", she said with low voice that make me close my eyes. Holding up the tears.
"Let's go Shine", alok ko pa rin ng kamay ko.
" I'm sorry but I'm tired with this Drix. I can't fake it anymore. I'm so tired", she started crying and I sat down in front of her. My knees feeling weak.
"Tired of what?", looking at her with so much pain but I'm stopping my self not to cause any trouble.
"I'm tired... of us. S-sorry", and with that she walked out. Leaving the gifts and me, broken.
Sa pagkakataong yon, hindi ko mapigilang mapangiti ng may pair habang nag uunahang bumagsak ang mga luha ko.
I lost it again.
I lost again another person who promised to stay with me.
We've been fighting for months now. Akala ko kaya pang masalba ang relasyon namin because we made it to our anniversary. Akala ko lang pala.
Nilabas ko ang maliit na kahon na nasa bulsa ko. With pain in my heart, I left it there with all the gifts I brought.
I planned to proposed today but ended up being left with a broken heart.
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