11:11 pm
I was once thought that life can be happy amidst all the problems and pain. I was once a princess that was positive—Every thing change—that's all I could say. All the smiles were turned into cries. All laughter's were turned into sobs.
I was once thought that every pain has its ending. That tears will stop pouring like how it dries to pillows, blankets, handkerchiefs and cheeks.
I was once lived to a kingdom full of happiness that was soon turned into center of darkness. A darkness that lead me to a place that wounded me deeply. Wounds that I thought will soon turn into scars. Wounds that I was once thought that there's a medicine for it to heal.
I was once thought that there's a place aside from the kingdom of darkness I lived in. I was once believed that there were somebody, some places that will help me feel the happiness again. People and places that can be a way for me to find the light I was longing to see and experience again.
But I thought wrong.
There's no individual nor places that can save me. I am already drowned. I was long drowned in this ocean of loneliness. I tried to swim and save myself but I have no strength anymore. Darkness swallowed me fast and brought me to ocean of peacefulness. A place that I can feel no pain.
_______
"Time of death, 12:59 am", a man in white, murmured.
