𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 - 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑠𝑢𝑜𝑖

selfless

matsukawa wasn't surprised when he heard oikawa calling him to living room, being excited over someone being back in town. he saw him arriving, who's he's kidding he even gave him ride home. but he didn't said anything. he just accepted it and joined oikawa on the couch.

,,so what's the big news?"

,,iwachan's back in town!"

he was never this excited about matsukawa's arrival. whenever it was the reason that he never was really away or the fact that for oikawa, iwaizumi will always be better.

,,oh, I actually know that. I gave him ride home from the airport. he texted me."

,,and why didn't you tell me?"

he pouted. was he always so cute while pouting like this?

he just shrugged ,,I wanted to, but you already knew."

,,you could have called me. I could've talk to iwa-chan."

that's exactly why I didn't call you, he thought. he knew that oikawa would be all over him. its not like it was different when iwaizumi wasn't there. he was all over him all the time.

,,sorry, yeah I could."

,,yeah."

he didnt mean to make him mad, he didnt have reason why. but neither got oikawa to be mad at him, him especially.

,,I'll make us some food?"

,,sure."

great. just great. this even might be their last time together like this. oikawa can be long gone by this time tomorrow. with iwaizumi.

matsukawa shook his head, reminding himself to not be bitter about it right now. he has all night on couch for it.

,,actually never mind. I might go to talk to iwa-chan in person, since someone doesn't want me to call with him."

like he wasn't talking about this. bet that he'll be gone when he gets home. he'll come around 10pm back home, to pack all of his stuff. that can take 'till 4am. then he'll sleep four hours until 8am and he's out.

he had too realistic dreams about this.

,,sure."

he tried to ignore the crack of his voice. he tried to ignore it, that he was almost in tears. oikawa couldn't as he made his way towards him.

,,I'll be home for dinner. see you then."

he kissed his cheek, finish the knot on his scarf before he was out.

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,,iwa-chan, how should I do it."

,,you're too serious for my liking."

iwaizumi had only t-shirt on and pair of boxers, all ended by bright pink, fluffy rabbit flippers that go got from oikawa year ago. he looked tired. guess that five hours in plane with ultimate strangers is tiring.

,,I am! I'm going to propose hajime."

,,yeah, yeah, I know. I already heard about it too much."

,,you're my best friend. sorry for bragging to you about such a bad thing."

oikawa played with his fingers, whenever it was from anger or nervousness. no one will know.

iwaizumi just sighted, opening the door fully to let him in.

,,come on. we'll eat and go through some plan."

oikawa smiled, walking to the apartment more relaxed now. he walked to the couch, showing ushijima's legs out of the way, which he responded by putting them on him.