You one only in my heart

Menjauh

Menjauh

Sudah 5 hari alya di rawat di rumah sakit,hampir setiap hari juga dimas menjaga dan merawat alya,karna merasa bersalahnya.semakin hari perasaan alya semakin aneh kepada dimas,mau pun sebaliknya.

Hari ini alya pergi kesekolah,dokter juga sudah mengijinkan alya pulang dari rumah sakit.

Biasa dengan hari biasanya,hampir setiap hari alya memikirkan kata kata gisele,tentang dimas yg harus menjauh.alya hampir setiap hari memikirkan kata itu,alya takut kejadian 1 minggu kemarin di perpustakaan.mau gk mau sepertinya alya memang harus menjauh dri dimas.

Alya sekarang sedang bengong di kantin,fia tidak masuk.bosan sekali rasanya hari ini masuk.

Semua tiba tiba gelap siapa ini?

"Ayo tebak siapa"dimas

"Gue tau ini lo,udh gk lucu"alya

"Siapa yg ngelucu :p"dimas

Beda rasanya di dekat dimas,nyaman sekali di dekatnya.

"Dim,gue ke kelas dulu ya"alya

"Al tunggu,lo pulang bareng gue ya"dimas

Pulang bareng dimas,alya harus mencoba menjauh dri dimas,alya tau rasanya sakit.

"Soory dim,gk bisa"alya

"Kenapa"dimas

"Klo gue bilang gk bisa ya gk bisa!!!!"Alya

"Al,guee--"dimas

Belum sempat dimas meneruskan kata-katanya,Alya langsung meninggalkan dimas,alya harus keras terhadap dimas,alya pun juga harus menjauh dri dimas.

Hari ini sangat bosan sekali bagi alya,tidak seperti biasanya.

Alya sedang memasang headset di telinga nya sambil mendengarkan laguChristina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

ooh,ooh

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done,

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouln't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

ooh,ooh

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I hurt myself by hurting you

Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I want to do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

Alya pulang sendiri sambil jalan,dia tidak memperdulikan mobil atau motor yg mengklaksonnya.

Sampai dirumah alya mengunci diri di kamar.

"Gue takut klo gue semakin dekat dengan lo,lo bakal kenapa-kenapa dim,gue takut lo diapaapain sama dia gue takut"gk sampai beberapa detik alya sudah mengeluarkan air mata.

"Maafin gue dim hiksss... Maafin guee hiksss... Gue takut lo kenapa-napa..."

Alya menangis berjam-jam.sampai tidak tau kalau skrng jam 00.30,alya tidak apa2 dia tidak peduli klo bsk sekolah,pasti sama seperti tdi.sebelum alya tidur,hp alya bergetar.

From:dimas

To:alya

Al,udh tidur?gue tlp lo beberapa kali kok gk di jawab?(:,atau udh tidur ya?dasar keboo,ya udh klo udh tidur good night yaa ((:

Alya menangis lagi,dia tidak bisa menjauh dri dimas.sakittt rasanyaa.

Maafin gue dim

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