Still the Same

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  • Dedicated to ALIZA JOHN MY BAE MY JIGAR
                                    

Sup guys!!!! to put it simply this is my first time im doing this and well i hope you guys read this lovely piece of shit i made.Feel free to state ur opinion i dont bite...too hard ;) YOUR AMAZING BITCH SAM ....PEACE !!!! THIS IS FOR ALIZA MY BAE MY JIGAR MY EVERTHING

I woke up screaming in the morning.Panting I quickly checked the surroundings,everything was normal I was having a nightmare again.I slowly started taking  deep breaths,it may have been years since the incident happened but their screams and their lifeless eyes still continue to haunt me in my dreams.I quickly shoved those terrifying memories and foucused on getting ready for school.I looked at the time FUCK!!! i was late on the first day of school beacuse of these stupid dreams !! 

i jolted to the bathroom and quickly took the shower I avioded looking at my bare body in the mirror. The scars constantly remnd me of the fate i can't escape.I randomly put some clothes on and swiped some gloss and mascara on.When i looked at myself i couldn't help but smirk I looked ready to kick some ass.I quickly grabbed a granola bar and got the keys and went to my baby,the only thing i 'burrowed' when i escaped but I don't feel guilty does that mean I'm cruel?? Well I no longer give a fuck.As I drove my baby to school I couldn't help but feel nervous,doubts start to seep in my mind Would it be the same ? Will people still run away or hate me like usual? I quickly shook them off I shouldn't care what other people think of me and plus I would only bring them danger if they came near to me.

To put myself at ease I started to smoke.I know it's bad and all but this is the only escape.As i came near to the school gates I tried to keep my face blank and emotionless.Everyone suddenly stopped what they were doing and started to stare and whisper as i parked my car, I couldn't help but roll my eyes they just couldnt mind their fucking buisness can they? I picked up my bag and started to walk it was still the same every single one giving me judging looks and cowering away from me.I couldn't help but feel disappointed,it maybe a new year but everything is still the same.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 24, 2015 ⏰

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