So for all you people with deep love.... what's it worth? You know what's it worth giving everything to receive nothing. You reap what you sow... so how come with all the sowing I've done.. I've reaped nothing but ashes. I am a man torn and weathered with a love and patience dare to be imagined. Yet here I lie most it gone and stricken from my heart. Why you might ask...? You try putting all you have on the line for someone for over four years and still going on. For what am I stupid..? Am I even sane by this point. Go ahead sit back and call me the fool. My love never runs dry for such of one person. One who test my luck so often.. What am I worth...? Those two pennies and some lint and a button in that pocket..? Or the emptiness of a boys coat pocket ripped while running to a train that would forever change his life and make him believe..? You want me to believe I can someone make it work when I'm the only one doing the wires in electrical..? Maybe I'll be like the boy with the excitement of waking up on Christmas finding a bell to finally hear it ring to know what I believe is real. Maybe not be seen as the imposter voted out this ship were on. Maybe I'll be helped and walked through the paces upon places being shown all new faces... faces of love and care and gratitude. People who won't throw me away from all my past mistakes.. So tell me again..? What's it worth having a love like this? Is it healthy to be this loving? Or toxic... cause I can't seem to ever find something wrong with the person I'm after I only see the good and forgive them for all.. four years strong. I also know I see something else no one else sees in this person and it's why my body won't ever let me give up... but in all honesty do tell me.. what is it worth?
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Non-FictionThis is where my feelings will unravel and I'll write my text as my thoughts decide it. I do know this is a story app but.. I also will have poetry. Do enjoy though.
