Love is dangerous, there's no guarantee that it'll be as pure as fairytales, or as corrupted as a villains heart.
(Look, it needs some serious editing but I really don't feel like it. )
I wrote this abt 3 years ago and I don't like nor necessarily...
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Today wasn't like any other day, today I woke up to the sobs of my mother instead of my father and mother screaming their heads off. "Mom? What's wrong?" I asked concerned, "It's your father! Nene, he...He's dead!" She let out in between sobs.
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My body froze. I was overwhelmed with emotions, I couldn't tell if I was sad? Or happy? I just ran to my room and slammed my door. I couldn't believe he was finally dead, but how? What happened? Was it painful? Was it quick and painless? Who would do this? That was my biggest question... who could do this? Outside of my home, my father was a well respected man so no one had anything against him. Nobody knew he had ever laid a hand on me besides my mother and..... Amane. It's Sunday so I don't have to go to school but maybe it's best if I just let mom be? Yeah, that's probably for the best. I was going to ask my best friend, Aoi if she wanted to hang out but then I remembered she's babysitting today. I got up off the floor where I had been sitting and went over to my window. That's all I did today, I just sat there looking at all the people passing by. So many fathers with there daughters looking so happy... and that's when it hit me.
"Dad was never like that..."
Suddenly a tear fell down my face. But it wasn't because I'd never get to see my father again but because I never had any memories like that with my father. He knocked my mother up after a one night stand and then he stayed with her so that he wouldn't have to pay child support. Nothing more, nothing less. I looked at the bruise on my wrist that my father caused and smiled. I remembered how Amane reacted when he saw my father hit me, it made me feel happy that he cared about me. I got dressed and walked to the garden at my school.
"Terrible thing you" I had headphones in, listening to music so I wasn't able to hear the outside world.
That's when suddenly, a hand was on my shoulder. Normally I would have screamed out of fear. But today, I just didn't care. I turned around to see Amane standing there looking at me.
"Amane? Why are you here?" I took out my headphones and paused the song I was currently listening to.
"I could ask you the same thing..." he stared at me with concern
"Why do your eyes look so dead?"
I froze. Do I tell him the truth? Would that burden him? Do I lie? What do I do? Can I-
"I saw what happened on the news..." he hugged me.
"I-" I didn't know what to say
"You don't have to say anything."
I just hugged Amane. I didn't speak, I didn't cry. I just... hugged him. I didn't even realize the fact that I had fallen asleep to Amane's touch.
Later at night
I slowly opened my eyes to see that I was back in my room. I trailed my hand down my body, thinking about how I got here and Amane of course.
"Oh~" I turned around to see Amane staring at me.
"Yashiro, I never would have thought you'd be the type to-" I threw my pillow at him hitting him in the face.
"Pervert!" I grabbed the pillow from him and held it close to my body.
"Awwwww, I was enjoying it to" suddenly, my face flashed a deep red.
"Fu... pervert... good looking..." I mumbled under my breath.
"What was that Yashiro?"
I was about to tell him to fuck off but other thoughts suddenly flooded my head
"Hey how did my mother let you in here?" I continued to hold the pillow close to my chest but I put my legs together.
"Your mom wasn't here, so I just let myself in." He gave me a soft yet mischievous smile.
"Hmm... suspicious but okay" I giggled after I finished my sentence
"How long have you been here?" I was worried that Amane wasn't waiting on me and didn't waste his time.
Amane was about to answer me but then his phone rang.
"Hold that thought."
Amane stepped out of my room before answering it. I was suspicious about who he was talking to, so I got up off my bed quietly and tiptoed over to the door, trying to listen to his conversation.
"Hello?"
"Yes, That's me"
"Like on a date?"
My heart dropped the second I heard that. Amane? Going on a date? With someone who's not me.... I walked back over to my bed and pretended that I didn't know anything when he came back into my room. I felt disgusted knowing that Amane liked somebody else. When he came back in my room he told me that he had to go. He just left. I fell to the floor as soon as Amane left. I just wanted to cry my eyes out... but then I thought of something better.
"I'll just kill her!" I started giggling as I thought about how all the different ways I could hurt her.
Amane's POV
I heard Nene laughing, I couldn't hear what she said but hearing her laugh made me smile. I didn't really want to go on this date but I needed to get my mind off of Yashiro.
