Rolling in the rain|taekook ff

28:backup heaven

"i'm in different part looking in every side of angle,searching which part i didn't crossed yet,to find the happy ending"

jungkook pov
i woke up seeing black,there's no light in the basement.i tried to sit up by my own but my whole body was numb in pain.at the end i successfully leaned against the wall breathing heavily.

after a while i suddenly cried remembering the last night punishment.he he did this to me.my body was cover with new and old scars,the only colour you can see on me was red,bloody red.my wrist and ankle felt so sore and my lower body too cause i'm still tied up tightly.

i slowly made my way to the door and banged it using my head. "pl-please,he-help me i-im sorry im b-bad b-but pl-please" i really tried to scream but my throat just hurt more and more since i used it at the highest yesterday night.my tears finally started to fall.

after a while,the door unlocked and was opened widely.i fall down to the floor,wincing in pain because my bare bloody body hit the ground but i still looked up seeing him...my dad.

it's not like i could called him my dad anymore.he looked up at me crouched down infront of my face.he caressed my face with his harsh hand saying "aww you look dehydrated,do you want some food to eat hurm?" he asked,i just shooked my head,cause i don't want it at all.

he tightly tugged my hair back and said "let's just eat at my bedroom then" he then bring me there.we entered the bedroom,still mom was there on the bed,looking kinda sleeping peacefully.i tried to make my way towards her but he held my handcuff tightly towards the very corner of the room.

he made me seat on the floor and take another rope,tighten it around wrist so i can no longer walked around or even go anywhere like a pet,his pet.he sat on a chair infront of me and put down the tray in between us,the food was bread and a glass of water.

he grabbed my chin harshly and took untie the ball gagged making my mouth felt so sore after the long night passed out with it on my mouth. "since you're my pet and i don't trust you enough to untie you,maybe i just gonna feed you gently" does he said gently? omg not in his vocab to be honest.

he took the bread from the tray and pushed it forward to my mouth. "i-i dont want it" he face turned to a blank expression and before i could even utter another sentence he shoved the bread inside my mouth harshly making me gasped.

no one pov
jungkook trashed around while trying to take everything in.his father wasn't being too fond of feeding him this time.tears started to fall down his cheek too because it pained him to be fed like this from his own dad.

his bruised face was now look like puffy,mainly because of the intense eating session and also because of him crying the long night. "just do as i say next time"and the next thing he knew was the man grabbed the glass of water,and dunked it over jungkook with all the ice inside of it making jungkook shivering and shrinked himself even more,how brutal is his father?

the man left him there lifeless said he was going to meet a friend and that's went he broke down sobbing alone.he looked up at his mom "m-mom y-you said you l-loved,why d-dont you wa-wake up now,MOM!" he screamed and screamed but now he knew why his mom doesn't answer him back and always sleeping..

because she was dead..

jungkook could see her lips was blue,he could see the feature of a dead body infront of him now "are you d-dead?" he whispered slowly now registering why his mom looked like this.he thought now he had no one,he doesn't have a happy family you used to pray when he was little...

his dad was abusive..
his brother was an attention seeker..
now his used to hate mom was dead..

out of nowhere,he steady himself and found his phone on the floor,he dropped it there when his father was slapping him last time.he gether his last bit of energy and used his legs to pull the phone towards him.