Past... (The starting)

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Y/n Pov,
I sighed and walked towards them.While walking I stopped and standed infront of Ani and Sona.
Me:You guys know what to do right...
Anika:Yup...we already called the cops and ambulance.
Me:Great.
I walk towards BTS and Black Angels with Ani and Sona. When I reach near them all of them goes and stand behind Taehyung.But even Taehyung looks scared.I never wanted them to see my real side like this...but what can I do they already saw it.
Me:Hey guys,don't get scared of me.Am not going to eat you guys.
Even after saying this they didn't even move.Ok why are they trying to get on my nerves.Y/n calm down...I breathed in and out to calm down.
Me:Please be normal.Am not going to do anything to you guys.
Still they didn't move or say anything.I turned my hand into fist cause they are irritating me.Sona noticed it and started speaking....
Sona:Don't get scared guys.She won't do anything to you guys.
They are still standing on their position without saying anything.I had enough....
Me:WILL YOU GUYS STOP BEING STATUE AND MOVE.I ALREADY SAID THAT AM NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING TO YOU GUYS THEN WHY ARE YOU ALL NOT LISTENING.PLEASE MOVE AND DON'T GET ON MY NERVES OR ELSE THE RESULT WOULD BE MORE WORSE.
I shouted at them in one strech and I don't regret it cause they asked for it.They looked more scared but moved. Suddenly Ani spoke...
Ani:Don't she look scary when she is angry.Our reaction was the same when we saw her first like this.One more thing she is not always like this.But when someone diturbs her,do something thing to her family and friends or when someone gets on her nerves she changes into ferocious lioness or a scary ghost.
I looked towards Ani and gave her a deadly glare.Seeing me glaring at her she immediately lows her head.
Me:I know am really scary when am mad.But the thing is no one should try to make me mad.If anyone creats a situation for me to get mad,then they have to face
the worse and don't hope me to regret or say sorry for shouting at you.Am really really short tempered so I can't change it,so the person who is with me should not test my temper.
They all look still shook......but who cares.I don't expect them to say something.So I thought to leave with Sona and Ani.I signed them to follow me towards the exit.I really don't want to go to the food court,If I go to there people will look at me as if they saw ghost and I even lost my appetite because of this mess or scene.As we were turning to walk Jk started speaking.
Jk:Y-Y/n noona....why d-d-din-n't you e-ever s-s-say that you h-ha-ve really sh-sh-short temper...
He said while stuttering and shaking a little bit.
Me:I never wanted to hide this from you guys but I was also not ready to reveal my dark side to you guys.In my past certain people started getting distant from me after I said my temper problem to them.I even said some of the fight which took because of my temper.But the result didn't come as I expected those people who were so important to me just left me because of this.
I sigh and continued.
Me:As people always says that past always leaves a scar. I experienced it....My past left a scar.A scar which won't get healed,a scar which still burns,a scar which is with me since years but is still fresh,a scar which makes me hide my true self from others.It's easy to say just move on from your past.But the truth is that past is a big rock which blocks your way to your future.You can not push it but you have climb it up and down then walk forward.You may have overcame it by climbing and starting your journey again.But when you look back you can see
that rock there.....which makes you remember your experience while climbing it up and down.How many times you falled while climbing up,how much pain you had to overcome while climbing it.
A tear escapes from my eyes.My breathed hitched thinking about my past...I lowered my head and continued.
Me:When you continue your journey it is filled withanxitey,scare,pains etc.The anxitey thinking aboutyour experience.You get scared thinking that what if it happens once more,you get scared thinking that what if people like that will come back and question you. You feel pain because your body is mentally and physically tired of the all rollercoaster ride of the
emotion.You feel depressed because of your past.Even if you are in pain...you have to act like your okay but fail to do it.Sometimes you may feel like ending your life but you can't cause of your loved ones.And all of these keeps a bad impression in your life...You all are important to me and I don't want all of you to leave me because of my temper like them.
I look up and see all of their eyes softened including Taehyung's.I have seen such a side of Taehyung for the first time.When I look at Ani and Sona I see them looking at me with worried face as they know what happend with me.But I just smile at them and mouthed "am ok".Suddenly Yoongi oppa spoke.
Yoongi:After listening to you I feel like you have gone through alot and something unforgettable have happened in your past.But am not going to askwhat is it....because I know you,you will share it with us when you are ready to do so.
I looked at him and smile.Then from no where Black Angels comes and hugs me.
Black Angels:We didn't know that our maknae had to go through this much pain.
Then I see others looking at us in awe expect Taehyung.
Jin:Atleast now Black Angels is a true name....
Zoey:How??
Jin:So black represent something dark and dangerous right?
We all nodded.Then he continues.
Jin:And angles means are pure soul right?
We all nodded once again.
Jin:So Y/n is dangerous but she's also have a pure soul inshort she is a Black Angel and the other members will also be known as Black Angel.
Julet:Really.......
She said and rolled her.Then the cops and ambulance came.We cleared matter and those boys are going to get arrested after their treatment.Then we all planned to go to our mansion and spent sometime there.

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