just a little bit

party

So its been a couple weeks since walker cheated I officially left goatfam and so did sophie so now me and Sophie are on our own.

So I officially moved into Jason's house pretty much he told me whenever im in la I can stay here so his house is my la home. So me and sophie were in my room:

"We should make tiktoks" i said "yea totally" so we make a couple where we shake our asses and then do a couple lip syncing ones where we swear and sophie actually sweares in them. So after about 20 minutes of us being well our weird ass selves I get a dm "hey do you know a girl named piper Rockelle" "uh yea shes my ex bestfriend...why" "she just dmed me telling me to stay away from you because im a 'bad influence' saying im changing you for the worst" "your not changing me for the worst your turning me into someone I am" "exactly" I said. "Well i have to go my mom said she's gonna start dinner soon" sophie said "ok I love you babes stay safe".
So after she left I took a nap since i was tired.

When I woke up I had a text from Josh saying 'yo youngin were havin a party at sway tonight you should come...NO DRINKING OR SMOKING...hopefully see ya there love ya bitch'. I walk downstairs and ask Jason if we can go and of course he said yes so I went upstairs to get dressed:

I walk back downstairs "ok im ready" i said "ok let's goo".

We get there and its packed already. So we get in and jason goes to the kitchen and I follow him and bryce and jaden are in there "sup fuckers" I say as I walk up to them "hey munchkin what's up" "the sky so what am I gonna do i can't drink or smoke anything" "be social with people make friends" "ughh fine" i say walking out and i see ryland storms and nick Austin, so i walk up to them "hey" i say "hi" they both say "im jess and im 15 so I can't drink" "that sux for you" ryland laughed "oh shush anywho I was told to be social and make friends so lets be social and be friends mmk" "mmk" they both say.

So I've been here for a few hours mostly hangin with ryland but I did see vinnie all over this one girl tho and it kinda hurt my heart alittle bit since we've been like really flirty lately but honestly its ok "hey jess" "yes ryland" "wanna get wasted" "I can't josh told me I couldnt" "ill supervise you I won't leave your side" "bet bro let's get me drunk" "ayyyeee thats the spirit oh and don't worry I told Jason so he's ok with it" "ight" so we go to the kitchen and get 5 shots each "ready" "fuck yea" and we took one at the same time 5 times "you good" ryland askes me "perfect" I slurred alittle bit and ryland laughed "omg lets dance" i say and pull ryland to dance and see mads and charli "hey are yall drunk too" I asked "hell yeah" they cheered and a dirty song comes on and me and mads start to like twerk on eachother while charli goes to find chase to dance with her.

I look over and see vinnie and thats girl making out and yea it hurt alot mpre than I thought. So I decided to get even more drunk "ryland" I yelled "what" he yelled back "lets get me fucked up" "you sure" "hell yea" so me mads and ryland stumble into the kitchen and me and mads look at each other and nod and grab a whole bottle of vodka and run upstairs past vinnie and his hoe and lock us in jadens room. So me and mads gossiped the whole night I told her about vinnie and she told me about jaden and we passed the bottle around until it was gone and then we stumbled outta the room and down the stairs and back into the kitchen to see all of sway looking at me and mads "I think we offed them piss" as i realized what I said mads and I both lost it and we both died of laughter and fell to the ground and laid on the floor laughing our asses off. "Hey mads" I said while my laughing died down alittle bit "yea bubs" she said "remember what I said about you know who upstairs" "uh huh" she said "I really wanna kick him in the nuts right now" and we both started laughing again "ok ok jess come on its time to go home" vinnie said trying to help me up "oh hell no grt your filthy hands off me dont you have another hoe to go fuck or something" i said pissed off and he looked shocked as if he had gotten cought "bryce help me up i cant feel anything" i said and me and mads both started laughing again so while jaden helped mads up bryce helped me up "lets get you home now ok" "ok" i said kinda sad.

We get home as soon as I lay down on my pillow i fall asleep.

I wake up with a pounding headache so I get up get dressed:

I walk downstairs to see all of sway including vinnie once again and as soon as i see him I remember why I started drinking last night in the first place and I get all sad but also alittle bit angry so I go into the kitchen get a water and go back upstairs without saying a word to anyone. As soon as i close my door I lock it and break down crying. Once I stop crying I think of all the ways I could not see him 'i could go to sophies today i think to myself so I get dressed :

I text sophie telling her im coming over for a few days and that i have tea to spill once i get there. I pack a bag and walk downstairs to see everyone looking at me once again I go into the office write a note and walk out and put it on the coffee table glaring at vinnie in the process and walk out the door.