Mischievously Cocoa

True Playa For Real

shiverless had me rolling last chapter about Ray's blunts. Lmaoo

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I woke up the next day beside EJ in my bed. I looked around my old room and sighed as De started kicking. 

"Guess yo ass up with me huh?" I frowned at my belly getting up out of bed. I go inside my night stand drawer to get a blunt...only there was none. I sucked my teeth and pulled out 10 dime bags and then went over to my desk. I turned on the mini lamp and pulled out 11 cigarellos. I started to make my blunts for today and then 

I saw EJ getting up. He walks slowly over to the desk and peeks at me rolling blunts.

"So you roll at least 11 or 12 blunts every morning huh?" He says sitting back down on the bed and lays down.

"Yeah and then I place them in my jacket pockets or drawers at work, glove compartments. They keep me from being nauseated, woozy, and my emotions together." I turn around 

half way and chuckle. "Only half way though but I think you know that already." I lick the blunt to seal it and then put it in my jacket pocket.

"Not at all really." I hear him mutter and then my hands are shivering as I stare at the table.

"You know I heard you right?" I ask turn around while cutting up another chocolate rello. 

"What?" He jolts up from the bed. 

"I heard what you said..." Tears were welling up in my eyes and I dropped the rello on the table. "You dont have to be here EJ." I lied picking up the rello again.

"Okay." I hear him say and then run to the door.

I pick up my 9mm off the desk.

(CLICK -CLACK) 

"Where the FUCK do you think you going EJ?" I quiz tears running down my face getting up from my rollie chair. How could he really leave me?  I thought he loved me unconditionally? 

"Ray, you hurt me so much. I can't keep doing this." He collapsed and I caught him before he fell on the floor. I pushed him on the wall and then turned him around. I kissed him and he just kept pushing me away. I 

sucked my teeth and sighed. 

"EJ...." I grab his face and make him face me he was shivering and squirming. I leaned in and kissed him, this time he let me in.

"Ray let me go." He begs when I pull away.

"No. I can't. Only way out is to die." I kissed his forehead then pulled him over to the bed. I got on top of him 

and he started to scream. What the fuck? I put my arms around his neck and then slapped him.

"Shut the fuck up!!!" I pinned him down and yanked off his boxers. He tried desperately to get me off but I wouldnt let up. 

(BOOM BOOM BOOM!!!!)

Gun shots fire downstairs and I get off EJ and grab my AK from under 

the bed. EJ just looks terrified as I  load my gun.

"The fuck you just STANDING THERE FOR?!" I shout and gesture for him to come on. He wipes his tears away and then pushes me off the bed. What the fuck? I struggle to get up and the initial shock  was over whelming. I almost forgot I had the -

He yanked the AK out my hands. He pulled my body out the door. "Nigga 

you lost YO MIND!!!" I screamed kicking, I tried to get up but he pushed me back down with his foot in the door way as shots fired everywhere.  We gon die, we gon die. EJ pulled a blunt from my pocket , then aimed the gun over the railing. He squinted an eye, moved the gun over to the right then pulled the trigger. A quarter of the downstairs blew up and niggas started screaming bloody blue murder being burnt alive instantly. EJ put down the