Beautiful

Chapter 9

*Listen to Middle Of The Night by Monsta X while reading this chapter*

A month later, Wonho is sitting next to me holding my hair as I'm getting sick into the toilet. He looks at me with worry written all over his face.

"Are you sure you should be going to work?" He asks me.

"I have to. I need to be there." I tell him. He frowns. I know he hates seeing me like this and wants me to stay home, but I can't do that. I need to be at work with the guys. He helps me up and I go over to the sink to brush my teeth.

"I'll get you some clothes." Wonho says and leaves the bathroom. I brush my teeth and then put my hair into a bun. Wonho comes back with skinny jeans and a black sweater. I take them from him.

"Thank you." I tell him. He smiles softly and kisses me before leaving me again. I get dressed and join him at the door. I grab his hand when we leave my apartment. We start walking down the sidewalk to work.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Wonho asks me.

"I will be."

"Maybe you should see a doctor."

"I will if it gets worse." I tell him and smile at him to try and reassure him. He nods.

"Good."

We go into Starship and we go into the practice room. I'm going to watch them practice a bit before going to my office. The guys start practice a few minutes later and I walk around the room watching them. They always dance so well, but as a manager I have to overlook practices to make sure they are doing good. I stay for a couple more songs and leave to go to my office.

I sit down at my desk and turn on my computer. I immediately start working on paperwork. About an hour later, Wonho walks into my office. The smell of food hits me and my hand goes to cover my mouth as a huge wave of nausea goes through me.

"What is that?" I ask Wonho calmly.

"I brought you food." He replies with a smile. I shake my head and quickly get up from my desk. I have to make it to a bathroom right now. I race past Wonho and go into the nearest bathroom. I barely make it into a stall being getting sick. I take deep breaths to try and calm my nauseous stomach. I hit my hand against the toilet seat in frustration. Why is this happening to me.

I finally stand back up and wash my hands before leaving the bathroom. Wonho is waiting for me in the hall with a deep frown on his face.

"You don't look so good." He says.

"I don't feel so good." I admit.

"Wait right here." He tells me and disappears down the hallway. I wait patiently for him to come back, curious about what he is doing. A few minutes later he appears again holding a couple things in his hands. He stops in front of me and hands me a can of Sprite and a sleeve of crackers. The sight of these simple items almost make me start crying.

"Thank you." I tell Wonho and he gives me a small smile. Without saying anything he pulls me into his arms and hugs me.

"Anything to help you feel better." I close my eyes and just enjoy the feel of him against me. I open my eyes and we pull away from each other.

"Come on, I need to try to eat." I tell him and we go back into my office together. I take a seat on the couch in my office and Wonho comes to sit next to me. I open the Sprite first and take a sip of it. It does down smoothly and actually makes my stomach feel a little better. I actually smile. I open the crackers next and take a bite of it. My stomach stays calm and I smile even more.

"I love it when you smile like that." Wonho says. I look up at him and take another bite of my cracker. "You're beautiful."

"You're telling me that while I'm sick and eating crackers?" I ask and laugh. He smiles.

"You're beautiful always." He replies. As I'm eating my crackers and looking at the man in front of me I come to a realisation.

"I'm in love with you, Wonho." I just tell him without holding back. He seems surprised for a second.

"I'm in love with you too, Tabby." He replies. "Something I never thought we would tell each other over Sprite and crackers."

After he says this I burst out laughing and he does too. How true is that.

"There's no one else that I would want to spend these moments with." I tell him seriously.

"It all feels right doesn't it?" He asks. I nod.

"It really does."

After our random deep talk I enjoy the rest of my Sprite and crackers and we just enjoy each others presence. I have gained some of my energy back, but still feel a little weak still. I look around my office and then I check the time. We've only been here for a few hours, but today it has felt so much longer. Being sick sucks.

I finally come to the decision that I should go home instead of staying here for the rest of the day. I am no use being here like this. I look over at Wonho.

"I'm going to head home." I tell him.

"Let me go with you." He says and I shake my head.

"You need to be here."

"No. I don't. Our choreography is perfect." He stands up and offers me his hand. I take it and stand up.

We walk hand in hand all the way to my apartment. As soon as we walk inside I lead Wonho into my bedroom. I lay down on my bed and pull him on top of me. I wrap my arms around his neck and I kiss him gently. Wonho is very gentle with me as he takes my clothes off and starts making sweet love to me. His lips feather kisses all over my body making me feel so much better.