Tabby is the manager of Monsta X. She finds Wonho to be attractive, but never moves on it or treats him any differently. But when He starts showing interest in her, will she change her mind?
*Listen to Lose Somebody by Kygo/OneRepublic while reading this chapter*
I went another two months of being sick. Some days were better than others, but they have finally settled down. I was keeping it at bay with Sprite and crackers and all the while Wonho was still worried about me. I told him I would go to the doctor if it got to the point where I couldn't handle it anymore, but it never got to that point. I was still able to function and that was enough for me. As long as I could still work it wasn't a big deal. At least I thought it wasn't a big deal.
I wake up in the morning to get ready for work. I grab some clothes from my closet and set them on my bed. I start undressing and looking at myself in the mirror. I stop what I'm doing as my eyes wander down to my stomach. I turn my body slightly for a side angle in the mirror. My stomach is more round than I remember it being. I lay my hand softly over it and then I suddenly freak out.
No way.. I could not be.. I try to think back to the first time me and Wonho were together. Did we use protection? I can't remember back that far. Oh god.. I could be pregnant. I scrabble to put my clothes on and I grab my phone. I put it to my ear after dialing Wonho's number. He picks up right away.
"I won't be in at work today. I'm going to the doctor and before you freak out I'm fine." I tell him in a hurry.
"You sure you're fine. You don't sound fine." He replies.
"Trust me. I'm okay." I say, but really inside I'm screaming.
"Okay, let me know what they say. I love you." Wonho says softly.
"I love you too." I say before hanging up. I hurry out of my apartment.
How could I not know what was happening? It's my own body for god's sake. I try not to beat myself up to much as I get into a taxi. My mind is moving so fast that I can't keep up with it.
The taxi stops in front of the doctors office and I get out. I hesitate outside the doors. This makes me so nervous, but I have to know the truth. I push the door open and walk inside to the front desk. The receptionist smiles at me.
"Hello. How can I help you?" She asks me.
"I think I'm pregnant." I tell her. She nods.
"Please take a seat and the doctor will be ready for you in a few minutes." She says. I thank her and sit down to wait.
I look down at my stomach and it is just slightly noticeable through my shirt. I try to take a deep breath. This is really freaking me out. This is not what I had in mind for life right now. How will Wonho react? My parents? My sister? My heart starts to race even more.
As I take another deep breath the doctor comes out for me and I follow them into a room. This room has a examine table with a monitor beside it. I sit down on the table and the doctor turns to me.
"So you think you're pregnant?" He asks me. I nod my head.
"Yes."
"I will take a look with an ultrasound to make sure." He tells me and gives me a reassuring smile. I lay back onto the table and expose my stomach for him. He puts some gel on me and then gently presses the ultrasound wand onto my stomach. He moves the wand around a couple times and then stops on a certain spot. He smiles at the screen before turning to look at me.
"You are pregnant." He points to the screen. "There is your baby."
As he tells me this my heart skips a beat. Oh god I'm really pregnant.
"I can even tell you what it is." He says. My hand goes up to cover my mouth. This is actually happening.
"Tell me." I say softly. The doctor smiles and nods. He moves the wand some more and looks at the screen.
"Looks like your baby is a girl." He turns to look at me again.
"A girl." I mutter to myself. Tears start to form in my eyes. Wonho and I are having a girl. Wonho. How am I going to tell him about this?
The doctor cleans my stomach off and let's me leave. I leave the doctor's office and take out my phone. I dial Jisoo and put my phone to my ear.
"Meet me at mom and dad's." I tell her as soon as she answers.
"Okay. I'll be there in a few minutes." She tells me. I get into a cab and head to my parents house.
I arrive at the same time as my sister and we go inside together. My mom and dad look at us both in confusion when we walk in.
"I called her to come here. I have something to tell you guys." I tell them. We all go into the kitchen and sit down at the table.
"What's going on, Tabby?" Jisoo looks at me with concern written all over her face. My parents have the same looks on their faces. I reach out and grab my sister's hand.
"I went to the doctor today because I haven't been feeling well for awhile." I tell them.
"Are you alright?" My mom asks me. I nod my head and take a deep breath.
"I'm pregnant." The words come out slowly and they waste no time to react. Jisoo's mouth falls open and my mom gasps. My dad's eyes go wide.
"No way." Jisoo says. I nod again.
"Doctor confirmed it. It's a girl."
"It's Wonho's?" My dad asks me.
"Yes it's Wonho's baby."
"Oh my god." My sister says. "I'm an aunt!"
My mom gets up and comes over to me. She wraps her arms around me and hugs me to her.
"We will love this baby with all our hearts." She whispers to me. This is why I told them first. I needed my family to tell me it was okay. I'll be okay.
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