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f.l | white ferrari

trying something new today😝 (not gonna use all the lyrics!) so this is how it works, the writing is gonna based on the lyrics. so different days. and different times stuff happened. idk if it makes sense or not. i'm so srry if it doesn't.

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bad luck to talk
on these rides
mind on the road
ur dilated eyes
watch the clouds float
white ferrari

"frank please, we don't need to be arguing right now. i'm fucking high out of my mind and driving. and ur high too. ur looking for dumb things to argue about" i said. frank was telling me that i should not complain abt him not speaking to me. not being honest to me.

i couldnt multitask right now. especially with this high i'm in. "no y/n. ur not listening to me. u need to fucking listen!" he screamed. i flinched as he raised his hands up.

i didn't care to state the plain
kept my mouth closed
we're both so familiar

"i don't need to tell u what the fuck is wrong with our relationship! u should now frank. open ur mother fucking eyes! for gods sake. it's always something wrong with us." i ran my hands through my hair. 5th argument we had this week.

i keep fighting to not loose him. us. he means so fucking much to me. the only light in my life sometimes. but it seems like he didn't want anything to do with me.

"ugh, ur talking to much y/n, my head hurts. please stay quite" he said as he had his head in his hands.

u left when i forgot to speak
so i txt the speech, lesser speeds, texas speed, yes

frank texted me a paragraph earlier. talking about how he's sorry. something he should tell me in person. but no. he decided to text me. i guess i'll take it. but when he's around me he doesn't bother to say sorry for the things he's done.

he's not sorry. he doesn't mean it. but yet here i am. accepting his dumbass sorrys. like a fucking idiot.

i care for u still and i will
forever
that was my part of the deal
honest

"i love u so much baby, i'm so sorry" frank said as he hugged me. "i- i love u too frank" i tried my best to stop myself from crying. obviously it worked. "i care for u a lot, do u know that? no matter what u do to me. i love u." i said to him. he nodded his head and continued playing with my hair.

he promised me he'll be honest with me from now on. i hope he's serious. he said he'll change for the best. he didn't want me to leave. he cried and begged. so i stayed. i love him. i'll never leave him.

i'm sure we're taller another dimension
u say we're smaller and not worth the mention

"y/n. please" he sobbed as he pulled my arm. "frank. i thought we were gonna work out. i want us to work out. i've fought so much." i wiped the tears from my eyes.

"please. i'm sorry. please" he fell onto his knees as he cried and cried. i can't stand seeing him like this. it breaks my heart. "frank...it's not gonna work out." i got on my knees and grabbed his face. he continued crying. and so did i.

cant take what's been given
but we're so okay here
we're doing fine
primal and naked

i fought for our relationship to stay alive. just for him to not give a fuck. he never laid a hand on me. he didn't hurt me physically. i knew he would never dare to do tht. but he hurt me mentally and verbally.

he cheated and tried to play the victim. he kept so much shit from me. and when i left he cried. i didn't understand him at all. he didn't want me. until i packed my shit and left.

i had so much planned for us. just for him to ruin everything. every little thing.

i love u sm frank but i hate u
u hurt me in the worst way posible
i lost hope
i'm srry
i hope u understand that i'll always b here for u
but it's time to end things.
-y/n

not me fucking crying while writing this and listening to white ferrari on repeat🙄
2 updates in a day? 😳 fucking shocking